Friday, February 06, 2009, 4:40 AM : writes:
hi. its finally feb. i can't stand the fact that time is passing really slowly (not). this week is obviously a disturbing week. glad that there's no more school until next monday.
if im not wrong it was on mon. after so long , it finally happened. sigh. i wanted to change for the better but MAYBE i failed to. i was really pissed with all the tests and all the homework, and then i found out that something was wrong. i called my mom, hoping that she could be a shoulder to cry on and someone to share with, like she has always been. WTH. i was nagged at, like crazily loudly. and she just hang up the phone on me. this is just so cool. i cant believe myself ok. i cried myself to bed so of course i didn't study for poa test. how to have the mood to, hello? after being scolded for something which wasn't even done by me, wasn't even my fault, CAN STUDY ANOT. i always have a harmonious relationship with my mom so when this kinda things happen, they really freak me out to hell. last year,she compared me with some sec 2 girls who are the children of her students who studied in s'pore, i tried my best not to say anything. i mean like, HELLO THEY'RE SEC 2 OF COURSE THEY DO BETTER CAN. IF THEY GO SEC 3, TAKE THE SAME COMBINATION OF SUBJECTS AS ME, LETS SEE HOW. its not like i didn't try hard enough for chinese ok. i never failed to listen in class and do ALL chinese homework and hand them in ON TIME. and i finished the whole asessment book last year. its not like i didn't improve. you knoe FROM A F9 to a C5. don't you see any grade difference there? OH MAYBE NOT. MAYBE I NEEDA GET A1 to let you see that, uh?! slow and steady can?! i'm trying my best to improve my chinese now you know. you know, if not because of YOU & my grandma, I REALLY CANT BE BOTHERED ABOUT CHINESE OR EVEN BETTER STILL, I WONT HESITATE TO DROP TO CHINESE B SYLLABUS. but now? i'm still holding on. right?! hais, i kinda felt bad when finally i exploded and shouted at her. but seriously, i cant bottle things up right? and CHINESE IS NOT EVEN INCLUDED IN L1R5 HELLOOOOOOOO
had like POA, emaths, ss, and chem test. poa and emaths were quite easy. i have no more hope in ss alright, cause i got very bad stomachache during the test and thennnnnnnn everything's gone. i hope i pass :D oh ya and i had a chem test today. the 2nd worst chem test ever. hehehe i totally cannot do the 2nd page of it can. :/ and a question from the first page. i hoped everything would be alright. i hope somehow, some miracle and then an A2 :D hahahaha LOL. okokokokokokk crosssss my finggggerrss..
alright today had guides. wooooooo. was overall fun i can't rmber what we did at first. hmmm some PT and i led the run as usual. i think we ran too little next time i suggest they run the NAPFA long run distance. i don't mind :) and and and there's no push up and jumping jacks and star jumps. eeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwww. after pt then i think they had song session, which was followed my footdrill shortly after. OMZG. footdrill... was undescribable. chloe said i had to be more serious, ok i think so too. but i can't help it, i think i'm naturally funny or something :D ohh yea the sec ones were super funny and they laughed at all my jokes. and overall they did quite alright. from the scale of 1-10 1 being the lousiest and 10 being the best, i think i give them a 7.
must keep it up or better still improve alright! then after that i felt really sick and felt like vomitting or something. my stomach was unwell again. i think i always have stomach problems during guides i don't know why. then went to the canteen to rest while the rest were playing water games. OMG then i saw the scouts were eating some food which looked nice. ok, end of story.
monday 9/2
a little disturbing elect geog test
tuesday 10/2 early dismissal :D bring your own cutleries
wed 11/2
disturbing amaths test
thursday 12/2
not-that-disturbing physics test (:
friday 13/2
very disturbing chem test
sat 14/2
extremely disturbing physics lsp T_T ,thong& simyi bday
wednesday 18/2 agnes sutrisno jbox turns 16 (her last bday in s'pore)
thursday 19/2 return my library book ;
disturbing to the power of 1 mol ,chinese test
friday 20/2
disturbing to the infinity. cheng yu test
goodbye peoplee.
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#01. i'm a person with 8-syllables-name & i'm lovin it: STEFANIE KURNIA JAYA
#02. i'm turning sweet sixteen next year, 28th of march!
#03. i'm standing tall at 1700mm/170cm high.
#04. i'm the oldest kid in my family, and have a younger brother ANTHONY
#05. i'm a christian and i love God
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#10. i'm like taking o level, the very next year!
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