stefs

2009-10-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

hi im back. finally, but i bet its gonna be a short one, really. o's coming and i dont feel anything haha i think i worry more for my prelims. this is like T_T
not that i stopped having a life after my birthday.. hmmm i know this blog's rusty but i just feel like saying some things. yeppppppp.
im enjoying life now :) i think its going on pretty well. my life aint perfect and am very pleased with my prelims results, and my chinese o'level results. all are like above expectations, just that my english T_T. i don't mind my prelim results for o's though. i can go to biomed or pharmacy with that :D
and i realized im surviving well without ... hmm maybe even better i think? is this somehow like a blessing in disguise so i have more time to study? you never know :D
ok this is the end.
looking forward to after o's.

2009-03-28T22:53:00.000-07:00

surprise!

(so cute) LOL

cake from my roomate:

celebrate at shokudo:

swensens lunch:

2009-03-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

Happy (belated) birthday to myself :)
thanks for everything :)

2009-03-23T09:10:00.000-07:00

hi everyone.i'm back. term 2 officially starts today. OMZG like exactly one more term before chinese O level. how horrible. though its an extremely hopeless subject, but at least... i don't want any underline in my result slip! lemme pass :D

wednesday is e-learning. ok im planning to do elearning in the morning and well perhaps... study in airport? HAHAHAHAHA. NO. not study, sorry wrong word used. :D finish up all the overdue holiday assignment : english essay on pride. 2 chinese prelim papers. emaths 4.4 physics moodle geography:mindmaps on blue and green revolution, research, news article. TERRIBLE.

on a brighter note, my aunt's coming on 26th march and dad&bro are coming on 15th april. cheer up, stef! i wanna go iceskate with dad D: but they'll be staying in m'sia for one night. i'm really extremely tempted to ... you know :D accompany them go m'sia which means missing school again ! HAHAHAHAHA. wait, how many letters are allowed per term? 3 isnt it? i should maximise the use of parents letter. ok, pray hard i won't have any test on 15-16th april :)

i love the phone i'm using now . i don't feel like buying a new one :/

2009-03-17T09:23:00.001-07:00

happy birthday kelvin owen :) i hope you like aging.
oh ya my phone got confiscated. anyway, i just realized that my conversation with teachers are always very friendly and funny. i don't know why. like just now . this shall be the extract of the dialogue few seconds before phone got confiscated.
Teacher: Do you think i'm blind?
Stef: Hmmmmm... (takes very long and deep breath) I don't think so teacher.
T: Is this switched on or off? *points to the screen*
S: HAH?
T: is this switched on or off?
S: Oh. er... let me see. *looks at the screen for awhile* i don't know. (OMZG i think i almost died of laughter)
T : You are not very intelligent since you can't even tell if its switched on or off.
S: Oh, ya maybe.
T: You are really not intelligent. What class are you from?
S: Oh i'm from 4e2.
T: You're already sec 4 yet you are not intelligent enough. Maybe you should go back to primary 4 instead ?
S: Oh. I see. Maybe maybe.
T: ............
HAHAHA the later part i cant really remember.

2009-03-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

extra lesson sucked. i slept during maths. :(

oh. painted my nails orange (thanks agnes). and went to pasar malam with her and lisa.

i bought this just now !

ok. yesterday i was ultrabored... so...

tomorrow's schedule : physics and chinese. :(

2009-03-15T02:07:00.000-07:00

MAMA ! happy b'day. hehehe omg you're gonna be 40 soon. hahahahaha. enjoy your last year of thirties :D but don't worry you still look very young (:

you're like the wonderfullest mom ever! hahaha thanks for everything that you've done to me...

rock on mommaaaaaa!

i love you forever!

ytd there was a bbq. :D i think they are very bad, all of them wore black, except for me. :( they never tell me the dress code. LOL. ok food was awesome. the chicken wing was great. HAHAHA.

thanks the sec4Es for the 100% attendance. love you guys loads :)

hehehehe another reunion :D i can see some improvement . ohya i swore yesterday truth or dare was really fun ! all of the dare really made me rofl. :)

2009-03-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. term one is coming to an end and and and no more tests for the term :) super high. thank God i could do the physics test. hehehehe but still left a question blank ! like i care :D i have this habit of leaving at least a question blank for every single maths and physics test (either i missed them out or i cant do them) BAD.

chinese enrichment was so dead. guanchin, ping,pong kwekstar and nicholas laughed so much at my dying chinese. i was their laughing stock of the day :( nevermind, at least i made them happy cause now they know someone is always behind them for chinese and they'll never get the last for chinese :D yay. hahahaha other lessons were disgusting. i couldnt understand amaths so i slept. after school then went to tpc with agnes, lisa, and bobby. then candies and frerry joined us there. finally had KFC after so long! and i almost died of laughter. you guys know the big screen in the HDB Hub. (opposite cake history). Check it out man! we really had a great laugh yo! hahahah then went to ntuc to buy the necessary items. HEHEHEHEHE had good time bullying people there :D then after that frerry left us and agnes and lisa went home. so the rest of us went to candies's house and then home sweet home.

OMZG really cant wait for saturdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i hope that we see many stars in the sky :D

2009-03-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

OMZGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i missed school. thanks for my headache early in the morning. cuz i woke up at 6.30 then my head was aching . then i decided to go to sleep again.. perhaps about 15 minutes, things would be different? unfortunately, my alarm didn't ring or maybe i'm deaf, i woke up at 7.01. I felt better already but when i saw the clock... i decided... goodbye school. i'm not gonna go for detention another time alright and i'm not gonna spend $6.00 for cabbing to school. :D "better late than never" may be applicable to others but to me, its always " better never than late" especially for matters like late-coming to school.

i woke up at 10.00 then ate and bathed and suddenly i realized that i should have come to school today. because i suddenly remembered that today is the day when many things will be changed in HER life and HIS life and the sky will look bluer than ever for them. Today will be the day i witness miracles in between them =/ UNFORTUNATELY i didn't come to school. i missed the big show alright. zzzzzzzzzzz i wonder if that will still happen in school even without my (holy)presence there. I'm crossing my fingers now...

I studied SS just now :D OMZG and i did a very nice mindmap on impacts of globalisation which took me about 1 hour. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. i see some light rays of hope for my combined humans because of yesterday's geog test :D Hopefully tomorrow's SS test will be easy!

omg i missed school today and i miss you :(

2009-03-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. i miss my mom terribly. please lemme go back to indo i beg you. omg i think waking up early sucks. my english result sucks. school sucks. studying sucks the most though.

GAGAGAGAGAGGAGAGA when is my break? when when when when when when. i just ask for one bloody week with abosolutely no school, no homework, no touching of book at all, and no teachers' faces. issit that hard? you must be kidding me.

i really wish that i could go back to the time when i was a sec 1 kid. i miss those times when i can go out to J8 and hang around after school, have lunch at long john with my good friends, take neoprints, go to orchard to find people's presents... oh really i miss those days. now, not only school ends extremely late (such as 4 on monday?), the teachers are really ruthless by giving us so many homework and tests everyday. GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA.

my intro sounds so depressing but yes thats reality. or at least it is for me. dearest sec 1 juniors of mine, please do not stress yourselves by revising your work daily. cause its useless and you'll regret later in sec 3 and sec 4. you'll even feel suicidal at times when you see your untouched piles of homework neatly stacked on your study table. sec 1 stuff is really crappily easy. i didn't study at all in sec 1 and still managed to promote to sec 2 (but get the 20th in cls 0.o) Well, thats not really the point, as long as you get promoted everything is fine :D start to really work hard in sec 3 okay. Please do heed my advice because i've gone through all of these and i'm much more experienced than you guys. well, the old horse knows the way :D i'm not that old but well my birthday is like coming, you see. NC16 (L)!

its march 9 today, that means 19 more days to my birthday :) and
yay! finally going out on thursday... unfortunately, only to TPC, =.="
i cant wait for saturday too :D
hahahaha hope to see many stars in the sky!

2009-03-06T05:47:00.000-08:00

hi people :D its march already! please blow your trumpets. holiday's coming soon :D but apparently, it is not a holiday at all for me. i have to go to school for every single day from monday to friday...
this week is the first week of march i guess? its much more relaxing week compared to the past few weeks but next week is not a good one. Geog, Chemistry, Physics, and SS test to go. I havent started studying anything and omg i really need to do something about my geog. I'm disgusted by my geog results. Never in my life (in upper sec) i get such low grade for geography. Well in lower sec, that kinda marks are really expected cause i never study. but now? its not that i didn't study... human geog sucks big time i tell you. chloe tan agrees with me for sure :D oh God please please please please please save my combined humanities cuz its compulsory!! sigh.

had (my last)sports day today. i think fisher's really dead but the sec 3s and 4s were super high. we danced in the middle of the field and my voice's really gone now. thank God we managed to clinch the 2nd position cause initially, i thought that at the volume we're cheering at, we won't even win anything :D after that went to prata house with the 2e1'07 girls plus cow. we had lotsa fun chatting. may is super scandaloussssss ~ . sorry for going home earlier cause i had umm stomachache and i was having a little headache. yea i think there's something wrong with my immune system. i fall sick so easily.

don't bother proceeding cuz its just a random song lyrics in indo.

Kau bikin pusing tujuh keliling
Buat aku mabuk kepayang
Gayamu cool dan seksi
Mentok aku kepada kamu
Jadi semakin aku cinta
Kau sihir aku yang sedang kosong
Di saat aku butuh cinta
Mantra-mantra dahsyatmu
Menarik aku yang sendiri
Memang lagi putus cinta

Katakan-katakan kau sungguh-sungguh,
Hanya ada ku di didalam hatimu,
Katakan-katakan kau cinta aku
Untuk selamanya kau jadi milikku

2009-02-27T08:49:00.000-08:00

hi everyone. finally another hetic school week has passed. :D
i cant believe how fast time fly. i mean if the clock continues to tick at this rate... i better start my engine already. hmm. cuz compared to last year, i've like slacken a lot this year and this is like the most critical year in one's life. this is not good. i need someone to motivate me please. hahahahaha

this week nothing much happened. i think we only had an emaths test this week. it was quite alright, haha and as usual, i can't do one question again =/ i should just bid goodbye to my full marks. hahahahaha. next week there's an amaths test on like hmm 3 chapters. God please help me! i don't wanna get another brainfreeze again like during the previous test. I still remember clearly that i can't recall the product rule, so when i'm supposed to like differentiate y w.r.t x, i multiplied it instead. like example y= (2x+1)^2 (x+3), i just multiply the 2x+1 and x+3 :D how powerful!! but nevertheless, i still managed to pass :D okokokokokok i am gonna munch on some chicken essence and some chinese chemicals (lol) to help me memorize formulas.
hmm. i got back chinese test just now and as usual, i failed :D nothing new nothing to cry about nothing to be sad about and something to seriously laugh about. i still remembered when i failed my first chinese test in sec 3 i cried like so mightly. i emoed the whole day and refused to talk to people :O nevermind, agnes, monica and novi knew the whole thing. but im getting used to failing (CHINESE) tests. well, good bye chinese :D i cant be bothered. shall not do anything about my chinese since nothing much can be done in 3 months! you wont be in the R5 or R4, chinese! i'm so sorry :(

okay my aunt's coming to s'pore real soon :D YAYness. i'm like counting down days to her arrival in singapore. but she's leaving on my birthday :( if anyone wants anything from indo please sms me ok :D i'll process your request first.

GOODBYE PEOPLE. its 1 o clock. i needa chiong amaths workbook tomorrow by 1 :D

2009-02-16T06:03:00.000-08:00

hi people. i'm enjoying life to the max. :)
thanks for the call yesterday daddy, wishing me happy valentines. and mommy for the sweet message. i really appreciate them all. However, dad, do you really mean what you said on the phone? i hoped so, but well,... i have no idea. i hope you know what i'm feeling inside me okay. i try to be a better daughter for you and mom. You certainly have higher hopes on me compared to mom. I always tried my best to fulfill them but whenever i fail to, your words really discouraged me and i almost wanted to give up studying overseas you know. You always say that i'm really wasting money here, and there's no purpose of studying here since you think that i'm just an average kid who is not so intelligent and be someone extraordinary like you have always wanted me to be. I'm sorry, this is all i have. I tried my best okay. You keep telling me to go to pure science stream take a lot of difficult subjects and be a doctor or something. Mom always tells me to just be what i want to be and don't feel so pressurized. However, i always try to live up to your standards. I really try my best in everything. Everytime i tell you my results, you never seem to believe. When i tell you that i got the 3rd in level and my brother said that i exaggerated and i actually got the 30th in class, you decided to believe my brother. I offered to you my report book and i really wanted to prove to you that i really did it, but what did you say? you said " its no use lying. Only God knows". I almost cried... You didn't even want to take a look at your daughter's academic performance. i was really discouraged you know and i really felt like giving up and going back to Indo. Everytime i tell you about my boyfriend (currently none though,) and tell you about my life stories, you never seem to be interested at all. You always think that whatever choices i made were all stupid and everything has to go your way. I'm already 15 and going to be 16 soon. Can't i just decide things myself instead of going your way?
Sometimes, your words really cause me to cry myself to sleep in Indo. Thats why i tend to stay longer in spore compared to other foreigners,so i can be apprehensive about the ongoing matters in Indo... Dad i really hope one day you can understand me.. i'm sure at times i'm the one in wrong, sometimes shouting at you and ignoring your calls or whatever, but i just don't want to hear your piercing words. they really break my heart. Can you please compliment me on something?! I know i'm a human with a lot of flaws and i'm very far away from the word "perfect"... i'm sorry readers to disappoint you guys with such pathetic post coming out from me. but its really what i'm feeling. dont bother to continue reading please if you feel disturbed.

2009-02-06T04:40:00.000-08:00

hi. its finally feb. i can't stand the fact that time is passing really slowly (not). this week is obviously a disturbing week. glad that there's no more school until next monday.

if im not wrong it was on mon. after so long , it finally happened. sigh. i wanted to change for the better but MAYBE i failed to. i was really pissed with all the tests and all the homework, and then i found out that something was wrong. i called my mom, hoping that she could be a shoulder to cry on and someone to share with, like she has always been. WTH. i was nagged at, like crazily loudly. and she just hang up the phone on me. this is just so cool. i cant believe myself ok. i cried myself to bed so of course i didn't study for poa test. how to have the mood to, hello? after being scolded for something which wasn't even done by me, wasn't even my fault, CAN STUDY ANOT. i always have a harmonious relationship with my mom so when this kinda things happen, they really freak me out to hell. last year,she compared me with some sec 2 girls who are the children of her students who studied in s'pore, i tried my best not to say anything. i mean like, HELLO THEY'RE SEC 2 OF COURSE THEY DO BETTER CAN. IF THEY GO SEC 3, TAKE THE SAME COMBINATION OF SUBJECTS AS ME, LETS SEE HOW. its not like i didn't try hard enough for chinese ok. i never failed to listen in class and do ALL chinese homework and hand them in ON TIME. and i finished the whole asessment book last year. its not like i didn't improve. you knoe FROM A F9 to a C5. don't you see any grade difference there? OH MAYBE NOT. MAYBE I NEEDA GET A1 to let you see that, uh?! slow and steady can?! i'm trying my best to improve my chinese now you know. you know, if not because of YOU & my grandma, I REALLY CANT BE BOTHERED ABOUT CHINESE OR EVEN BETTER STILL, I WONT HESITATE TO DROP TO CHINESE B SYLLABUS. but now? i'm still holding on. right?! hais, i kinda felt bad when finally i exploded and shouted at her. but seriously, i cant bottle things up right? and CHINESE IS NOT EVEN INCLUDED IN L1R5 HELLOOOOOOOO

had like POA, emaths, ss, and chem test. poa and emaths were quite easy. i have no more hope in ss alright, cause i got very bad stomachache during the test and thennnnnnnn everything's gone. i hope i pass :D oh ya and i had a chem test today. the 2nd worst chem test ever. hehehe i totally cannot do the 2nd page of it can. :/ and a question from the first page. i hoped everything would be alright. i hope somehow, some miracle and then an A2 :D hahahaha LOL. okokokokokokk crosssss my finggggerrss..

alright today had guides. wooooooo. was overall fun i can't rmber what we did at first. hmmm some PT and i led the run as usual. i think we ran too little next time i suggest they run the NAPFA long run distance. i don't mind :) and and and there's no push up and jumping jacks and star jumps. eeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwww. after pt then i think they had song session, which was followed my footdrill shortly after. OMZG. footdrill... was undescribable. chloe said i had to be more serious, ok i think so too. but i can't help it, i think i'm naturally funny or something :D ohh yea the sec ones were super funny and they laughed at all my jokes. and overall they did quite alright. from the scale of 1-10 1 being the lousiest and 10 being the best, i think i give them a 7.
must keep it up or better still improve alright! then after that i felt really sick and felt like vomitting or something. my stomach was unwell again. i think i always have stomach problems during guides i don't know why. then went to the canteen to rest while the rest were playing water games. OMG then i saw the scouts were eating some food which looked nice. ok, end of story.

monday 9/2 a little disturbing elect geog test
tuesday 10/2 early dismissal :D bring your own cutleries
wed 11/2 disturbing amaths test
thursday 12/2 not-that-disturbing physics test (:
friday 13/2 very disturbing chem test
sat 14/2 extremely disturbing physics lsp T_T ,thong& simyi bday
wednesday 18/2 agnes sutrisno jbox turns 16 (her last bday in s'pore)
thursday 19/2 return my library book ; disturbing to the power of 1 mol ,chinese test
friday 20/2 disturbing to the infinity. cheng yu test
goodbye peoplee.

2009-01-23T08:02:00.000-08:00

hi peeps. uh i'm alright D: thanks for your concern people. today's chem spa was like the most hopeless spa i've ever done in my whole life. zzzz. really discourage me so much since spa is like 30% of olevel. thankfully, it was only a MOCK test. i've a feeling the real spa will be on titration, or perhaps the crucible thingy. ok , firstly, i spilled some acid on my whole worksheet and some base on my chair. not only that, my retort stand couldn't clasp the burette properly it kept sliding. and then i forgot to bring up the white tile. then i forgot to add methyl orange. and then last but not least, i can't do the whole worksheet :D i never felt such a failure before but well almost whole class can't do initially, like except yiying and guiyan. in the last 15 minutes, some lightning struck the chem lab and stef got inspiration, thus i penned them down. but still for the conclusion, i wrote : NEUTRALIZATION OCCURS. omzg. and there was like three lines for the answer? NEHmind, IT'S ONLY MOCK :D my whole class got really demoralized after that =/

ok physics was as fun as always :D i came into the classroom yawning like 1 mol times/ minute, but i left the class with gigantic eyes and big smile. hehe credits to mr goh and his electrostatic friends. hooooo physics does wonder and chemistry kills humans.

then, CNY celebration. erm i can't really remembered much except for the acrobat (spelling?) performance. my heart almost stopped beating, i don't dare to look at them. omzg so scary it must be really painful for them. hehehe thank God last time when i was young i only joined ballet and dance, not some scary acrobat thing. i wonder what'll happen if i fall down from such great height. hehe i may not be as tall as now. LOL.bryan sat behind me, then he was really irritating cuz he kept saying "FALL, FALL, FALL! " "......."

ok thats all in school after school went for lunch in mozzie burger with... er cant really remember who. well some 4e1 girls and allie and junying and katty i think? heeeheeee this was the first mos burger of the year for me and i realized they increased the price again? 0hya talking about lunch.. yesterday's lunch was awesome (L) my maid was in good mood i guess. she cooked beef steak, macaroni salad, and miso soup. omg. lol i took all my roomates' shares (cuz all of them went on diet ^^) heeeheeee. thats why i felt that my pants are A LITTLE tighter now :D it tasted super nice alright :D i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee goood foood. i hope she cooks that everyday. omg i'm eating yongkui's friends. he must be fuming now. you knoe, BEEF a.k.a COW steak....

back to today's outing ok? bugis junction. omzg. the dresses are so gorgeous and theres sales going on there. :D but im really chooseey. hahaha then i met my work friend zimin! woooo. he looked so different hahahaha. then went to bugis streeettttt super crowded there are really mountains and seas of people (translate to chinese, it'll be a chengyu :D ) didn't buy anything though, but i realllllllly like this white dress. omzg but i have 2 white dresses already -.-" alright man, i needa find the black version of it then. heeeheee. any kind soul? its only $30. people do you know when's my bday? please refer to the profile ok :D then went bras basah and back home.

ohya i forgot to tell you about ytd incident. suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuperrrrr fun alright. played poker with all my housemates and they're dammmmmmmmmn funnee i swear. . we played at the dining table there. then the loser's face had to be decorated by BABY POWDER. lol. we played for i dunno how many rounds, then steven, edward (cullen, LOL), predee, and nelson all had white spots on their faces. LOL. except for me! hahaha GIRLS POWER :D thats why GIRLS, join an ALL-GIRL-CCA like GIRL GUIDES ^^ hahaha then suddenly erm my guardian's assistant called and said she wanted to check TYS for graduating students again. @#$%&*_)* so immediately took out cheena tys and place it on the table and i pretended to read SS :D but in the end she never checked on me, she only checked on the guys. omzg what the hell. ok that shows that i'm trustworthy enough :D she believes i do TYS everyday (not) ok so after she's gone the game is resumed. but my maid came back from her happy hours downstairs and she slept @#$%^&* so we cant play in the dining room anymore. hehe so went into steven's room to play again. i think his room fengshui is not so good cause its facing the toilet so i lost the game. O_o okok so everyone's equal already! we all had some things on our faces. then we took alot of pictures on his bed. hehehe we mess up his bed :D and his amaths textbook. LOL. ok then after that my maid got nightmares and i was featured inside (joking) so she woke up and then like she saw a ray of light coming out from steven's room. so she went in and check. OMZG cuz i wasn't supposed to be in his room in the first place, i almost died. hahaaha then they stuffed me in the cupboard. THANK GOD GUYS DON'T HAVE SO MANY SHIRTS orelse i would have died. cuz i hid there for what seemed like a century to me. then finally i can BREAK FREE. LOL. omg back to my place. and sleppptttttt. happy days :D i love them. hahaha i think i prefer having guy housemates. cuz they don't go on unecessary diets and they don't talk so much when im doing amaths (i have a girl roomate DUH,thats why i just passed amaths you see) and then they don't bother me so much asking which outfit to wear and they can teach me chinese and physics. lol. ok i think i should end here. a rather long post. heeeeheee but tagboard's kinda dead, but who cares :D i need some place to rant out everything

2009-01-21T06:39:00.001-08:00

omzg. thanks for everything last year. i know things won't be the same from now onwards. lets move on, really. thanks for all the laughter,late night talks, everythings and of course now the broken heart i feel, so i made my final decision, bye. dont worry i'm fine. im sure with the massive amount of homework everyday, things will get easier, at least for me?

2009-01-21T05:02:00.000-08:00

hi peopleee. my blog is dead. no audience but nevertheless i still wanted to post :D omg. people please cheer up. :D its not the end of the world now and trigo TYS is super difficult that i wanted to tear the book apart. after o levels, i shall burn them. they can warm me up (when indo starts to snow) and and and chinese textbook will be fed to my brothers' pet fish cuz fish food is expensive (inflation, remember) chemistry textbook will be used to clean the aquarium in my house.geog textbook will be used to feed the turtles. hehe. i'm super looking forward to those moments. arghhh o levels is turning all the graduating students into a lifeless robots i swear.

i feel really terrible now idk why. oh ya i'm gonna work again during CNY. do drop by to visit me ok. frankly i feel abit scared of returning back to work. yep chloe knows why. i hope that they stop working there already. im not ready to face them yet. sorry for last year.

2009-01-16T04:32:00.000-08:00

hi people. today's no good day for me. well in the morning, i think it was still alright. ms samsudin's class was hilarious. i laughed a lot.

but things changed after that. i received a really bad news. so bad that i wanted to cry my heart out, but i can't.i was in school. crying in the school isn't a good idea. the whole day i didn't have any appetite to eat anything, thus i only got myself a chocolate curve. pathetic. but that was filling enough for me. oh God.

went back to school and did physics TYS. then cca. yadayadayada. this year's gonna be a busy year for the sec 4s. i wonder when we're stepping down. cuz i really needa concentrate on my o's. =/ then after that we had combined activities with scouts. it was supposed to be captain ball. but there need to be some funny2 introduction at first. i tried as best as possible to not show what i'm feeling and i guess i succeeded.. my group was super funny. i can't really remember who's inside, but its like chintya,jojo,jeanne,chantel,alvin, maowei then zhi rong or something. hehe i forgot the scouts' guys names already. then we played this wacko thing, and then eventually somehow we played dog and bones. hahaha i didn't play. bobby ram and i were like the games ic for the group. heheheh i felt so unprepared cuz we never really had any planning, it was like impromptu. but i guess overall was okay. hahaha bobby made them run so much. then ram and him cracked a lot of funny and maybe "dirty" jokes. i think that kinda cheered me up. i felt alittle happier. oh ya and today i knew one person from 3e1 who is a half indonesian. so cool! :D ok. so i don't mind continuing this scouts and guides combined activities cuz overall was kinda fun. but if we planned with better details and games, i think it would be MUCHHHHHHHHHHH more fun ;D

ok. back home. zzzzzzzz my guardian forced me to do tys everyday now =/ she sends someone to my house to check on all the graduating tenants DAILY. hopefully i can still continue living.. urghhhh. ok i'm going to go off soon. do AMATHS tys or rather just copy the whole thing on a fullscap and let them see :D i'm sickkkk of o level life. i'm becoming less and less like a student and more and more of a slave. i hope you guys are doing fine :D cope well alright? and to the sec2s, don't kiasu like me, take so many subjects, in the end .... like me =.=

anyway, i've decided. i wanna go to JC :D teee heeee. pray for me alright.

hey get well soon ok?

2009-01-14T03:41:00.000-08:00

hi people. today's a really bad day cause i didn't take my nap :/ thanks a lot for all the homework. its the best :D i felt so stupid cause i did finish my amaths homework like finish up the whole 2 exercise topics on the differentiation which took me FOREVER, thinking that there's amaths tomorrow. but too bad, there wont be. ARGHZZZZ and cheeenaa test tomorrow! i hope to pass, pleaseeeeeeee... cuz i never passed a single paper 2 without the help of chengyu.. and chinese olvl is on 1st june. sure diexzxzxz

hmm about this week i didn't do anything interesting. but i got into the detention classroom, like not by accident o_O ouchhh mr singh didnt believe that i was having tummyache on monday so yadayadayaboombaabaa i went for 2 hour detention which turned out to be 1 hour of laughter with the councillor + 1 hour of homework time :D hahah so it wasn't that bad. zzzzz but i think they should like improve the quality of the detention room... so humid! and so smelly and dirty and unorganized. omzg i missed p.e like almost totally except for doing 15 push-ups. =/

then the olvl results. OMZZZGGG my prediction is once again CORRECT AND ACCURATE :D your name is there on the screen, and feli got a bloody A1 for chinese ok! congratzzzz people :D woooo so proud of my fellow indomates :D hopefully i can do as well as them !

okkkk people i think i should go off now so i can study the chengyu :D study well people!

2009-01-10T07:28:00.000-08:00

hi people. ok im back in singaporeeee on 5th jan. thanks for all the grand welcome by my classmates :D i appreciate it so much. hahahaha. so it's the beginning of a brand new year. i can't believe i'm like taking o'levels this year. urgh i feel so unprepared. i feel that i barely have time to study nowadays its all about homework and sleeping. maybe i should like cut down my sleeping hours? but thats like impossible =.=" my eyebags are giganticz.

yep people i went to sp open house yesterday. and its so freaking big. we were like lost sheep there. i can't imagine if i end up there and i have to reach school something like an hour earlier to find my way to my classroom but nevertheless, i think poly's cool D: i'm kinda interested in the biomedical course, and sera is too D: you get to study about bacteria, and germs, and human bodies! sounds so bio. i wonder if they'll prioritize bio-background people there.. you can study about heart too, and you can be a pharmacist. i think messing up with chemicals and studying about our own body are my idea of fun. :D but you gotta be really good in chemistry and have to get less than 9 points to enter that course. upon hearing that, i think i almost fainted. wah so difficult. my current one, although its 10, but i think thats the max i can go. unless, somehow my physics or amaths become A1, then maybe i can enter. urgh but i think thats super challenging... but i'm not gonna give up my hope so easily.. but well, i wonder if i go poly what will my parents do to me ? will they stop sending money or something ? cuz they disapproved so much of me going to poly. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww how to convince them? but well, why am i saying so much when i don't even know whether i really want that course?! i'm glad i attended poly open house because somehow i feel that it stimulated my mind to think about what i want to b e in the future? like what may said, surely accountants and business people are the most needed ones, but well, if you have no interest? cause i never really have any interest in poa...
=.="

hmmmmm. finally i got my salary :D i wonder what i should do with it.

2009-01-04T05:20:00.000-08:00

hello world. im supposed to be in the lion city but not. URGh ok for the full story don't ask me you can ask candies. i told her everything. i don't feel like recalling anything. oh yah. sorry, i forgot. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 :) ok hmm. im gonna start this year post with ....

dream world champion feat my dad. he's jealous cuz im very strong xD

everyone has new year resolutions. so i should have too ;D
1. be a better person for everyone :D
2. closer to God :D
3. study hard. have a fixed study schedule or something.:X
4. get <9>5. get B3 for chinese :D

6. dye my hair !

7. use less laptop

2008-12-25T07:43:00.000-08:00

merry christmas people :D ok i think this year's christmas is something which i can never forget in my whole life. like seriously how God works miracles alright. ok, you may think this is me trying to write out sermon and preach u guys or something, but its NOT ok. please proceed reading!!! today is christmas, so basically its holiday for my mom and dad. then we're like planning to go to Italian resto nearby to have our lunch. its an ALL-U-CAN-EAT resto. so we plan to spend our whole day there from morning to evening. BUT, practically all of us overslept. like we all woke up near to lunch time. and then guess what? My dad received today's newspaper (because he subscribed duh) and he flipped open the first page. it's written there that the Italy resto we're about to go to, was caught in flames due to gas explosion in the kitchen. nothing is left at all. its burnt totally. i was shocked to death can. thank God for letting us overslept. i cant imagine if i was one of the customers eating there, and suddenly there's fire coming out from the kitchen and the whole building is on fire. wow really...

ok so went out then went to church. then after church, went to a mall to dine. i was a little bit freaked out by that mall because there was an accident which happened last year which cost a person's life. ok so back to my story. after we were full, we went down by escalator to the parking lot.. all the escalators were turned off because it was like 9pm already. then when we go down the escalator, suddenly it started to move really slowly. i was shocked. i thought its automatic, so i dont care. but when my mom reached the ground floor with dad, suddenly the escalator came to a halt! OMG imagine that! i was still on the escalator ok. i was still there with my brother. there's still people on the escalator !! this really freaked me out. and then when my dad reminded me that the incident last year also happened on one of the escalators! freakyyyyyyy wahhh......

i have to post something today !

2008-12-23T10:03:00.000-08:00

hi semua. im so sad now cuz my mom reminded me that i'm gonna go back soon. T_T
why must all good things come to an end? but well, i think i feel really happier in S'pore. hahah sounds contradicting but its true. don't ask me for reasons cuz i don't know why too, but well yea i think i enjoy life better there. although in surabaya, i'm feeling good. but there's something missing i don't know what too. OK nevermind people. continue to live your own life dont bother figuring out what im talking about cause i really don't know what im talking about.

im really touched by my mom. although i really think i disappointed her alot by my deproving grades, and my bad tempers, but she's always there. like recently, her handphone gone bonkers. i mean REALLY CRAZY. like when u press "enter" , the number "8" will instead appear. and some of the numbers can't appear at all. since she's been saving up alot for a new phone, i told her to buy one. but at the same time, my phone's also a little unwell. but its only the appearance, like the LCD cracked and the paint peel off. but the features are still alright. but guess what? she was like telling me to buy a new phone, and then give old phone to her so that she can use my old phone instead. then when i told her the features in my phone were still alright although it doesn't look presentable at all, she replied, don't you feel ashamed carrying an unpresentable phone around? because you're a teen. and a teen really have to look good and carry the latest gadgets. then i was stunned like for a while. but i kept convincing her to buy phone for herself instead. cuz she's the one who really needs one. i mean, who cares about the damages on my phone?
the scratches and the broken LCD? as long as it still can be used to call, sms, and take pics, its still alright to me. then she bought a phone. but guess what she said? " i buy this phone, not so expensive one, because i'll buy you a good and expensive phone next year for you". i felt really touched. she saved so much for me. she sacrificed so much. she can use her money to buy good phones but instead.......
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww .

2008-12-17T06:43:00.000-08:00

heyyaaaa everyoneeeeee ;D miss me anot? currently in a place we call ' warnet ' LOL okkkk so hows life for you peepleee? for me it is kinda boring.. like everyday its still the same old routine. i would prefer to go to school , where everyday its a whole new experience for me! LOL. hahahahahaha

yeappz i went for facial and body massage just now :D it felt so great . hahahaha urgh but its so painful when they poke all my pimples >_<>

oh ya i got scolded about my results... siGhh just because i dropped by one position? but my L1R5 improved alright :@ thats what matters okeh! and my chinese improved! no longer f9, but c5 ok! thats like how many grade jump?! why cant they see the bright side of things? yea although generally i kinda deproved.. like from 90s to 80s or from 80s to 70s ? but i still maintain my grades what ? :/ this really discouraged la. i don't feel like studying next year.. and chinese grade better bloodyhell improve somehow =/ i don't want any C in the olevel cert o_O actually i brought back my chinese tys.. but somehow i dont feel motivated to do any of the practices there? they dont seem like they welcome me. go dieeeee

ok talk about happy things :D i went for cousins gathering at my youngest aunt's house last monday. her house was renovated a year ago and now its so nice :D got swimming pool you know! wahhhh. then the stupidest thing which happened was when i saw the swimming pool i wanted to jump into the pool so badly but i was in my black dress -.-" so my mom pulled me behind. LOL. ok don't laugh. strange but true. but i forgot to bring my swimming suit O.O sianzzz so i died down there looking at all my cousins swimming happily. then after that went to the "games room". wah i swear my youngest aunt's house is damn nice ! there's game room, gym, swimming pool, one room & bathroom for each of the family members! so total there's like 4 bathroom !@@$#$% and theres library, computer room, balcony, living room,kitchen.. just like my dream house!

hmmmmm you know what i feel really bothered with what the guys are doing in my town. i mean like last week i went to arcade with my cousins and my brother. then there was this man in all black who was at a corner. then when we walked pass him he was like "hi girl!". i thought he was like talking to some of his friends or something so i ignored him. then when we walked pass him for the subsequent times, he was like " heyy girl. come here !" then i thought he was like aiming for my cousin, cause she was wearing a white sleevless dress at that time, so she should be the centre of people attention. she was really naive she kept looking at that guy smiling. then i pulled her away and gave him the "go and die" face. then i tried my best to avoid that corner. but sometimes, i cant help it too? i have to pass that corner in order to play the games i want. this time round i passed by alone. he was like " hey girl. come here! " and smiled at me . so i gave him the double "go and die" face. !!!!!!!!! wah really disturbing. then when i played the racing game, i felt like theres someone behind me, so i turned back. ITS HIM AGAIN. so freaky i gave him the quadruple "go and die " face and he never returned :D or at least i never see him anymore :D hahahahahaha.

hmmm yesterday i went to galaxy mall (my second home, LOL) with my brother to have our teabreak. cause there was promotion in pizza hut for tea time, we decided to have our tea break there. OMZG their service was really really really really really really good. from the customer service representation, to the food and drink server, ordertaker, cashier. really good i give them 100 thumbs up ok!!! it made me feel so bad. i've been working in pizza hut in s'pore and i think i havent really given my best. when i feel angry or sad i'll just give the "go and die"face at the customer and sometimes i don't even do what im supposed to do. i made like 10000 customers angry and i broke the glasses there. OMG IM SORRY PIZZAHUTTTT !!! i'll give my best service next year ok. :/ i feel really bad. i'll turn over a new leaf . zzzzzz yeah i think i m really coming back to work there during CNY cause i need quick cash and great wings. LOL.

hahaha. tomorrow is my mom, my bro and my shopping spree. hahaha cause mommy's not working until evening. and she's working for short hours. so happy hours = 11 am - 4 pm and 7 pm onwards HAHAHAHA :D yeaaaaa. actually tomorrow we're supposed to go for "all you can eat" lunch @HANAMASA. but awwww due to me gaining a massive 2 kg already, and my brother who is very near to 60kg!!, so................................

oh ya i forgot to tell you the hot news.lol yesterday after dinner, went to KFC and i saw this guy. he's about like 18 or 19. then he's handsome and his hair is dyed brown.. (like my dream guy! LOL) then he's tall and muscular and he wears black shirt. very hot. but wah.... he wore this grey skinnies, which i suspected is kinda too tight or it shrunk while it got washed or something, which really made him feel uncomfortable. then he kept lowering down his skinnies and pulling it up and while pulling it up, HE JUMPED. OMZGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

as my mom saw it too, we both died and rised again (of laughter)

2008-12-04T22:35:00.000-08:00

hellooo everybodehh im back finally my mom subscribed to a fixed internet connection >.<>

okkkkk next week gonna go to a wedding D: finally. ahahaha bought a dress for that alrd! wooooo gonna be fun eating wedding food. i love the dessert :D hahaha and the cake giving time. they always give nice cake for the people. but you have to be unmarried to get the cakes :D hahaha. hmmm D: anyway talking about weddinnggg.... errr i just realized something. i mean i think my dad blurted it out accidentally or something. my childhood fren is already married! @#$^&!@ not that i like him or what, but HOW OLD IS HE!!! he's just like erm i guess 4 or 5 years above me. so that means he's about 19-20 years. and not only that, he's already divorced. "-,- i never knew... why so fast !?

okokokokokokokokokokokokokokok rotting time at home. hmm this week i studied amaths :D finally. chpter 13 revision and starting of chpter 9 ! yeahh man. once again, this is due to boredom -.-" mom always works dad always works my brother always goes tuition. so tadaaaaaa. i'm left alone! cant blame me also. hehe okok i better start on cheeeenaaa next week thats the loveliest subject! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-11-30T08:43:00.003-08:00

hi everyone i'm in indo :D hehehe surabaya to be specific. i hope for a long post today -.- the internet connection here is really really slow! i miss singapore for my internet connection! hahaha many things have happened this week. urghhh! oh ya i forgot to mention, there's something wrong with my tagboard now i think. i can't see the tagboard at all so i'm sorry if there's any unreplied tag ( but i doubt there would be anyway). hehe! my brother farted again! !@#$!% i really hope he can stop having blocked nose because currently my dad mom and i are suffering real bad because of that while he smells nothing. hmm.. haha heres a summary for this weekk
MONDAY! welcome to surabaya... hahaha first time i took train to the airport. LOL. we got a little lost in the mrt station i think. ok whatever, then i was so blurr cause this was my first time taking valuair so i really didn't know which terminal and blablablabla. hahaha. did you notice something? i'm becoming more budget :D hehe i don't know whats happening to me but well its either i contracted some jekhui $$ disease or the global financial crisis. i hope its the latter. so yepp skytrained to terminal 1 :D lol. then checked in. i just realized that my luggage was only 12.6 kg cause i thought it weighed something like 18.9kg or more ( cause there was 2 amaths textbook there, 3 report books, & more!) okok. so i guess the flight was something like 1.05 and i checked in at 12.00 so i kinda had quite a little time :D hahaha then went to have lunch. omg it seemed like i didnt go to the airport for 12345678910years (when its only 6 months) cause i kinda forgot where the restos are! hahaha after considering for so long... finally decided BURGERKING. lol. hehe burger king really brought back memories hahahaha i think i ate burger king like once last year hahaha but hmm vincent worst :D he said he never ate burger king before in his whole life or something -.-" heh i wonder if thats true. after we got our food and stuff, i realized that its 12.15 :D so we chiongggggggggg like hell omg i only managed to finish the fries O_o then brought back the burger. burger king's burgers are really huge i tell you -.-" ok so we left for terminal 1 at about 12.45 :D then i turned out to be the last passenger to board the plane (this is very normal) okok so yadayadayada.. the passenger who sat beside me SHE KEPT TALKING SO LOUDLY TO THE PERSON BEHIND HER! #$%^& wahhhhhhh but somehow i still managed to sleep :D the journey was suppeerrr fast can! like 1 hour and 55 minutes only when the schedule writes 2 hour 25 minute. can you imagine like how long the "advance" is!!!! wahhh so i rotted outside the departure hall at bandara juanda. ZZZZZ i almost fell asleep (my mom and dad took gazillion years to reach) and some strange guy sat beside me and started talking to me! i froze cause he looked so gangster and scary and mommy says never talk to strangers especially in indonesia. so the convo goes something like this. its translated
he : hello girl! are you waiting for someone to pick u up?
me : * smiles * yeah then i looked away
he : who picking u up?
me : oh the.... my mom and dad!
he: ohhhhhhhhh are you from singapore?
me: NO LA I FROM INDONESIA (-.-" ok i realized i misunderstood his statement)
he: i mean studying in singapore or something?
me: ohhhh errrr ya
he: haha in singapore huh? where?
me: errrrrr school?
he: ya ya what school ? are you a uni student?
me: err nonono i'm a secondary school freshgrad (hehe i lied cuz this made me look older)
he: WAH YOU SO SMALL GO OVERSEAS STUDY AH YOU NOT SCARED ALONE?
......................................
me: errrr no
then thankfully my dad comes .. then he is gone without me !!!
he: eh that one your dad?
me: errr ya
he: why he go already?
me: er he go toilet first
he: why go that toilet? so far! that toilet is girls one. the one infront of u is the boys toilet
me: ............................................
ok thats a warm welcome from surabaya to me with love manzxzxzxz
TUESDAY. rotted at home! hahaha dad didn't join us for dinner so that means freedom :D can eat wherever i want! ahahaha cuz when dad joins my mom my bro and i for dinner that means, the resto has to be chicken free (he's anti chicken). whereas to me chicken has been a part of my life ! ok so went to that cafe! the food was (L) and dessert was double (L)! hahahaha i had beer battered fish and chips, my brother had chicken and rice my mom ordered some jap food i cant remember. DESSERT! hot crepe with a scoop of vanilla icecream topped with chocolate syrup andd chocolate chips and whipped cream and condensed milk. woaaaaaaaaa ok so thats the only highlight of the day i think. hahahaha okok i recommend to you this place, THE ROCKS CAFE in Galaxy Mall 2 Extension's food court there. hehe in surabaya of course xD tastes superduper yummmmmyyyy and its not so expensive :D
WEDNESDAY , THURSDAY, FRIDAY. rottinggg time at home :D woke up approximately 11.00 a.m daily :D had super yummy breakfast hehe thanks to my maid and grandma. love the food there! hmm as for lunch and dinner i never really have much food at home so always go out eat.
although they taste good but somehow i feel that mommy and daddy should buy some food to store at home or something so we can have home cooked meal -.- cause its healthier and cheaper :D hahaha ok and thursday i bought black top and grey coloured contact lenses :D i hope they are as comfortable xD hahahaha lol. strike off one wish from the wishlist ! hahaha okok had great food all the way hehehe i know SOMEONE there in singapore ahh (:b) ok that smiley was supposed to look like some drooling person but i think it failed. hahah who ask you don't go back indo D:
SATURDAY yay went for a mass shopping and food hunting session with dearest mommy and not-so-dearest brother. LOL. cause mom's day off on that saturday :D hahaha! went to plaza tunjungan! heh ok i wonder why i'm telling you all those places. i doubt anyone knows -.-" hahaha bought a white printed tee with donald duck face (so cute) and white dress ! the feminine side of me came out now ^^ hahahaha. and had very delicious buns and tea for tea-break :D yep yep then we had dinner surpirisingly in a chickeny restaurant and my dad joined us O_o wooo okok the chicken tastes superb alright :D i ate so much! haha okok the place is Ayam Goreng Nyonya Suharti errrrr.. it is located like the opposite of the travel agent hartono and somewhere near plaza tunjungan :D hahahaha hope to see you there !
SUNDAY. went to church! had macaronni with mozarella cheese and chilli sauce and milo for breakfast :D as usual good breakfast starts a good day ! hahahah then watched doraemon (L) and then went church. church was so-so i m sorry i didnt really listen to the sermon i was joking with my dad and brother O.O hehe ok then after that went for lunch dim sum (L) :D lol i ate so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh i felt really guilty cause suddenly when the bill came out :O it turned out that my ordered food were like almost 50% of the cost.sorry dad :( i promised next time i'll eat more ... you know like a lady or something -.-"
ok i think thats all for today. i don't think i can sleep my brother's snoring like some pig beside me -.-" haiyahhhhhhhh damn noisy la. when he is awake he farts when he sleeps he snores. -.- really like pig. oh ya anyway you know something my brother's now heavier than me! can you imagine he's like almost 60kg and he's only 10 !! OMG someone tell me what to do i wanna compress him into a small container that would squeeze all the fats or something. i wanna make him grow slimmer. but he never seems to have the will! its not that i'll be ashamed of having an obese brother or what, i mean if obesity is not dangerous i don't mind. he looks cute when he's fat xD but the problem is its dangerous. doctor says he's really very dangerous he's prone to all kind of fatal diseases in the near future. HELP
oya forgot to mention, im sorry if any time during december holiday, if i'm in a conversation with you on msn or yahoo or whatever, then suddenly i disconnected and never connect again! cause erm you know the internet here's like shit, really. so if by 5-10 minutes i don't reconnect, just don't bother ok. i should go xD don't miss me !

2008-11-22T09:05:00.000-08:00

hey todays officially the last one! finally! hahaha oh ya i forgot to tell you about the sleepover last night! haha it was awesome but i felt really tired... kek chloe and i ate like three hungry pigs :D LOL and chatted all the way to 5+! oh not forgoten, camwhored too, but haha i don't do the photo-taking, you know ... so hehe don't expect anything to be uploaded here, you can try going to chloee blog. chloe's house was superbbbb and i got freaked out by her dog sexayye barking.
haha never knew kek chloe and i had a lot in common actually, and we kinda have the same mindset for alot of things? hahahahahahaha. chloeee was the most powerful one D: she talked non-stop ^^ i was the least efficient one cause i was really tired .. yep breakfast was awesome! pancake, bananas, condensed milk, honey !(L) it's been superrr long since i really had a REAL proper breakfast since i normally (during hols,la) wake up at 12 so i skip breakfast and during schooltime i never really have time for breakfast. heh next year i should really change my lifestyle manzxzxzxzxzxz! okeh back to that, after we ate breakfast, went back to work D: chloe sent me there! hahaha i got diarrhoea before work. lol but it was alright i guess. OK today was my last day of working i felt super weird. i was supposed to feel sad okehh but......... NEHmind.
okay end of story.

its not necessary to continue reading on this part urh!! but NEHmind i guess no one would understand this...
you know something, i'm really irritated by you. what you mean by going around telling people things which made us sound like a couple? HELLOO PLEASE! WE'RE SOOOOOO NOT COUPLE AND NEVER EVER EVER BE ONE OK! I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO GET THE WRONG IDEA,OK? and you know what, i'm so sorry for breaking your heart like hell today, screwing your day or whatever. yea today was supposed to be the last day of work, which meant i wanted it to be a memorable one, but i think you just ruined everything. everything went wrong you know. WHY MUST YOU DO ALL THOSE STUFF? like its really disturbing you know and when people see they may think that we're one or something its utterly disgusting and no-way man! are you that desperate to get a girlfriend or something?! then find another girl, can? not me can already la. i don't like this kinda feeling you know. because of what you've done i just really felt disturbed and uneasy. thats why i kept avoiding you lately. and what you did yesterday was really !@#+* too much. ok, i don't like you to treat me this way can can you please treat me normally?? i hope you get all those signals im sending you, please just go away okkkkkkk. i'll be gone so i hope ...haha you can forget me or something. i m so sorry if i have ever given any false hope to you before or something. I'm really sorry. but you know what, i don't like you, i like someone else. period.

2008-11-18T09:17:00.000-08:00

hi everyone (: you know something, i feel really down like... i realized, 3 more days to the end of my working days. SO SAD. i still remember when i first came, i was so blurr. i trembled as i stood. i got scolded for standing rooted to the ground. i still remembered when i broke a glass and i screamed like hell. i still remembered when i banged daniel and pepper went inside his shirt(Lol). i still remembered when i first screamed at nordin. i still remembered when the glass of water i carried, dropped. i still remembered when i got scolded for not tucking in my shirt. i still remembered how i used to steal food away from the kitchen, the fries, the garlic bread and blah blah blah. oh my gosh. these are priceless experience. i'll seriously miss the place, the smell, the people (the most) there!! oh my gosh. although it was super tiring, but it was super fun. especially the closing of the restaurant. we played as we closed. we didn't care the time (even till 11+ sometimes) and we joked as we closed the restaurant. we played a lot, we ate ice cream together. we gossiped about the manager and the new comers and customers. we always complained on how the customers wasted food together. we snatched for our staff meal together :D OMG. ILY, tampines! thank God for all the memories. i promised i would do my best service for my last three days. i wouldn't make any mistakes. i would work very hard. i shouldn't slack. i hoped i could continue working there or something. or maybe during chinese new year? i made so many friends there... :(

dan dan (: you're my first friend there. thanks alot alright. you always helped me to get food, and risk your job and position for me. i won't forget the day when you cooked for me when i said i was hungry. you were really like an elder sister for me! you never scold me at all despite all the countless and fatal mistakes i made. and you taught me chinese :D

wani (: you're the best there :D always listen to all my complaints, always shares the same mind as me :D always help me to do shaker duty . always wait for me after work to go home together. thanks for all the days :D how we gossiped together about you-know-who hahahahaha. next time if helmy come bully you, tell me :D i'll slap him for you ^^ (haha i think he likes u :P)

daniel :D this oneeeee! always bully me!remember i'm older than you by one year plus one month lah, boy! always call me names! thanks ah that day you made me so clean you disinfected me with that sanitizing solution. :/ haha. you owe me two slices of pizza !! hahaha. although you always never fail to bully me, but all your jokes and "bullying" never failed to make my day. even when i come to work with sour face or black face, i'll always leave with a happy face. thats all because of you :D thanks for helping me when im in trouble. thanks for allowing me to kick you xD i'll miss your bullying the most when i leave. anw, when you know i'm leaving, suddenly never bully me already. LOL!hahahaha, you really coming back during chinese new year right? hope to see you agn!

shirley&ben :) the coolest couple ever. lol. you all are just so cute. hahha. thanks for helping me doing the closing duties. thanks ben for the ice cream that time xD thanks for helping me do my drink server duty when i felt really tired. thanks for all the late night talks. hahaha i never feel lightbulb when i'm with you all you know xD you guys made me feel comfortable ! hahaha. thanks for all the gossips we had together. we 're all in the same boat i guess! remember what i told you about the history? hehehehe! i really hope you guys last long ok :D stay sweet together must be like this until old old ok ^^ when married invite me ok =D hahahahahahahahahaha. ben ah, go study hard ok. sec 3 is veryyyyyy tough one (esp. amaths like shit-.-) must pass everything ok :D

ginaa (: hahahaha. you damn funny :D thanks uh, for all the illegal information you gave me :D LOL. dont be so naughty la you, go dye back your hair black before school starts! if you in my school, you'll play hide and seek with singhhh next year. lol. you also, go study hard ok :D thanks fr all the gossips we had together, and eating the soup together. stay pretty girl xD last long with your honey ok :D

alice (: wo de hua wen lao shi ! thanks alot. hehehehe, ya lah my chinese is really bu ke jiu yao one. so next time talk to me, talk slower :D and thanks for teaching me new chinese words :D you're the best chinese teacher ! hahahaha, you ah don't lose temper so easily one. customers are hard to please. sometimes i feel like slapping them too =X hahaha.be patient ok, patient is virtue! hehe, i miss my days being with you in the bar making drinks together :( but good days have to come to an end. anyway, i hope to see you again :D

ping & winnie (: hehehee. thanks for the chicken wings that day. OMG AND PING THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR EYEDROP THAT DAY. i really almost died, literally. my eyese were really hell ok. you really did something which kinda saved my life. thanks aalotttttttttt. winnie, thanks for teaching me how to put on the apron on the first day =D i'll miss your funny cheena jokes. thanks for the wangwang. hahahah!

THE Spicegirls. LOL. sufen shuling lijin!! hahahaha we're all arnd the same age and in the same boat D: hahahahaha. you all ah, must jiayou ok XD i know its damn tiring over here, but you've gotta persevere! sufen & shuling thanks for accompanying me being csr :D you all are the best csr partners ever ! jiayou in your amaths ok sufen you can do it one ! (although my amaths......)thanks for the gossiping together. hahahaha and stop thinking wrong ok, WE are not together at all ok -.- remember he's younger ^^ so, yea! hahaha! sufen ah, dun kiasu ok :D one work place is enough. you go mc donalds in the morning then at night come here =/ BEST! so POWERFUL XD

2008-11-15T09:56:00.000-08:00

hi everyone im supposed to be sleeping but, urgh, can't sleep. not really that i can't sleep, its just i think my biological clock went wrong. hahahaha, i've to wake up at 9.45 tomorrow since there's cell at 11.00. gonna be combined cell yay! LOL.

yepp life's been freaking boring. i feel robotic, everyday's the same old routine. yawnnn. work's getting funner since the manager entrusted me with the juniors/freshmen, hehehe means... you-know-what. evil laugh. i kinda worry now because i'm supposed to stand outside the restaurant and, hmmm welcome the customers, so basically i'll be the first person to be seen! wah, must create a super good impression. i must look good orelse they'll run away LOL. the first day being the customer greeter or whatsoever its called, was like crap. i felt so nervous i almost died. i met a super cheeena woman who couldn't speak a single english! WAHHH slap myself for screwing chinese!! i really can't speak chineseeeee, or rather UNDERSTANDABLE chinese for the cheeenaa ones. but overall, was fun :D i realized the place i worked in, attracted like a lot of young couples. i was quite shocked that they actually eat there? like in this kinda crowded place? O.O maybe money's tight.

ok move on. today's the 16 nov, so that means. 1 week and 1 day more to surabaya, my hometown! i'll be flying off on the 24th nov :D 1.05p.m. terminal 1. wahahahaha you're welcomed to see me there. i was wondering if i should ride a cab or mrt?! MRT would be damn cool,but i need people to help me with the "big bulky items" heh. oh how if the security wanted to check my luggage for security reason?! put all my bras on top LORH :P

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. my schedule next weeekkkkk is as follows :
monday, breakfast with c novi, cca@1.30, thanksgiving dinner@6.30
tuesday, cca@9, work after cca till 10.30 >.<
wed&thurs, not sure yet. i want to iceskate please anyone interested iceskating ?
or perhaps, the buffet ( i dunno how to spell), or shopping :D or sleep
friday, work till 10.30, go chloetan house sleepoverrr (L)
saturday, work till 4, church till night
sunday, FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
monday, WELCOME TO BANDAR UDARA JUANDA, surabaya! i miss you darmahusada regency!! halo toton apakabar

2008-11-06T08:02:00.000-08:00

hey everyone D: today i'm like in lazy mood. today, no work. thanks to my eyes, hehehe. but part of me feels really happy :D finally can laze around the house. but i miss my contact lenses so badly, like really badly ): i didn't wear them for three days already. mom allowed me to wear on saturday :D yay!

today was not productive at all. didn't touch any school related stuff. however, i went to 3e1 blog to check the answers for physics olevel paper 2 D: haha i'm so glad i got most correct! but still, i can't draw vector diagram '-.- ARGHZ. i hope next year O's NO VECTOR DIAGRAM AT ALL !!hehehehe.

okeh, my post's getting really dull now. hmmm...

2008-11-04T20:26:00.000-08:00

i think i needa post this so that it wont leave a scar behind. i needa let all these out ok. i dont wanna keep this within me. i wanna post in indo, so if you dont understand, sincere apologies go to you! but thats good, that means, i'm not talking about you. :D if you understand........

kenapa sih loe harus resek banget jadi orang? gw tahu loe lebih besar dari gw, gw tahu loe lebih expert di segala hal, gw tahu loe lebih di sayang, gw tahu loe lebih banyak temen. terserah lah. tolong dong hormatin gw juga. gw tahu gw lebih kecil, mungkin memang menurut loe agak aneh yah menghormatin orang yang lebih kecil daripada loe? but well, oke lah, kalau misalnya loe ngak mau hormatin gw, TINGGALIN gw, JANGAN GANGGU gw selamanya. gw tuh pernah salah apa sih ama loe? apa pernah sih gw nganggu loe? apa pernah gw apa apa in bokap nyokap loe? NGGAK KHAN!? TRUS KENAPA SIH LOE DENDAM BANGET AMA GW? biasa aja kali ama gw. tiap hari gw bawaanya jadi kepingin marah terus tiap kali loe gangguin. gw bisa darah tinggi kena loe, loe tahu ngak? maksud loe tuh apa sih ngangguin gw terus? apa sih yang loe mau dari gw? tolong dhe, TINGGALIN GW SELAMANYA JANGAN GANGGU GW LAGI. gw udah muak! gw udah cukup ama semua ini. kalo misalnya tampang gw memang tampang yang "perlu diusilin", LOE PERGI JAUH DARI GW, biar ngak kelihatan gw, biar loe ngak tempted untuk ngusilin gw. ok? PLIS yah. tolong. berubah yah? thank you so much.

yea i felt so much better. thank you!

2008-11-04T19:47:00.000-08:00

hi everyone :D how're you people!? hehehe. finally im blogging again. i'm gonna warn you its gonna be a short post ahead. before that, may i please be excused to use the toilet beside me?

okokeh i'm back :D hahahahaha. yeah, working becomes very fun now :) i made a lot of new friends... and some of them were really super super super super super super super super nice to me :) they are like brothers and sisters to me! & they kept giving food to me ^^ i think i cant bear to leave them T_T

hmmm.. my right eye is red like tomato now :( sighhhhhhhhhhh i have to wear specs again. somehow i felt really funny and giddy :S i wonder why my right eye is so red. someone tell me why please!!! i can't stand seeing my bloody red eye. i think i looked like some ghost in the movies. oh ya, you know something? i can put on contact lenses without difficulties BUT i'm really scared of putting eyedrop into my eyes. how cool can that be?! today i took like probably 15 minutes to get the eyedrop bottle near my eyes and another 15 to drop it into my eyes. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

yeh. i think thats all the highlight of the day, or rather week. oh one more, i've done most of my homework people. ENVY ME ? hahahaha. i did physics chemistry poa amaths( but i cant do alotttttt of questions). so hardworking right? nah. its just cuz i have nothing better to do. anyway thanks vincent for the help in amaths :D i'm totally hopeless in that subject. gahhhhhh i'm gonna go for amaths intensive tuition next year :S

later i'm going with sutrisno!

2008-10-26T04:50:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. today's great yesterday was tiring like hell. yesterday i started working it was damn tiring i tell you :O it seemed like almost every second, there's a new customer coming in! why cant they have like less customers or something? and you know what the customers waste food like there's no tomorrow! RAWR . do you know how many people go days without food? you guys here have limitless supply of food and you guys waste it? :O there's one woman who didnt even touch her pasta at all yet she left. OMG. i felt like slapping her tightly on the face. and its not like the pasta costs $2 or $3 it costs like $10+ !! WAHHHHH at least bring it back home and give it to someone else or something? how people have heart to throw away food, i really dont understand. can you stop wasting food orelse i will quit. lol.

oh ok. i think thats all. today i went to church cell group. we were supposed to do some community involvement programme but you can decide on what act of kindess you wanna do to the society :O guess what i bought chocolates and small pieces of paper. jessica ivan and yindi helped me to write encouraging words and some merry early christmas things on the cards before distributing them to the people around orchard. SO COOL. i love it (: i think im doing it again sometime before christmas again. then we went to Orchard Towers to buy food for cleaners, and the people who sing on the road, and the tissue sellers uncles around orchard. :D i felt really happy and relieved. hope they enjoyed their meal ^^ so hyper today. thank God for giving me the chance to reach out for those people. D: haha maybe after my pay day i should like do this again this is real cool anyone wants to join me?

yeahhhhhh. and i did chemistry tys again. i felt really productive :D later i would be studying poa and do my geography homework :D so guai right. i gotta finish up all my holiday assignment so that i don't needa fill my suitcase with bloody books. but i'm planning to bring back to indo Amaths textbook. yea i guess thats all.its like a total emergency case for amaths ok O.O"

cant believe i got back my report book. cant believe im no more a sec 3. cant believe i'm gonna-be in 4e2. cant believe i have to leave c3-05. cant believe i have to leave the 3rd level. cant believe i've to climb up to fourth storey everyday to go for class. cant believe my class's gonna be the same level as humanities room (you know why). cant believe i'm like OLEVELing next year.cant believe that i'm totally not ready but there's no choice. cant believe i'm still doing badly for my language. cant believe chinese olevel is gonna be so soon. cant believe it!! time flies so fast. oh my gosh. hardcore studying next year alright. midnight study too perhaps? shall plan everything well D:

anyway all the best to the olevel people :D

2008-10-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

hi everyone D: i'm back! just now did some chemistry tys on acids bases and salts ! tomorrow shall move on to periodic table.. then i'm done with chemistry hols assignment, and i need not bring the tys back to indo D:

okeh. i'm like officially ending my free days today :D cuz i'm gonna start working! hahahaha. where? somewhere only we know :D i feel excited but at the same time, lazy. during holidays like tomorrow, monday and tuesday, i have to wake up early! :O but its okeh :D cuz by working, i can seriously prevent myself from spending too much $ (cuz currently, my spending rate is like $50/week, this is so unhealthy! ), also can exercise (cuz i'll move my body around), also can make new friends, and earn my own money :D wow amazing. hopefully i can enjoy :D

and people, my interent's connection is like craBBBBB! it kept disconnecting, and connecting for like thousand times! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2008-10-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

h3y everyone :D how're you doing guys? omg. i think im getting worse and worse. my voice became like sexier and sexier as time passes by.. DIE!! please pray for me!! i want to seriously recover, or at least before friday! furthermore another bad thing has happened, I LOST MY LEFT CONTACT LENSE :( arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel so weird having to wear my specs again and i feel so dizzy when i wear them! :S i seriously feel very unwell now.

oh yah thanks a lot chloee during geography elective lesson just now :D she's like an angel (or at least for today LOL) hahaha cause i really couldnt take it during geog lesson. i felt really sick i really wanted to die on the spot okeh. i couldnt talk normally, i felt so dizzy and my stomach's so unwell!! thanks mrs ho for your concern :D thanks katty for accompanying me to the water cooler to refill :D hahaha seriously the list is very long...

tomorrow's so gonna be dooms day i tell you. report book = die. i wonder whats my chinese overall, english overall, amaths overall, emaths overall, physics overall? LOL thats like practically everything. heh cuz i think the only A1 i got so far was for emaths and combined humans. :( argh but no point of regretting. who ask me to slack, uh? myself right? i make sure i work seriously hard during the holidays to pay back the guilt i felt now :( especially amaths ! if i want to continue taking amaths, i'll work like megaloadz times harder than this year for it :D
for chinese too , im gonna work super hard :D next year's the big thing yo!

oh for the seniors who're doing the olevels, JIAYOU OK :D:D:D:D:D

2008-10-21T07:23:00.001-07:00

hey people i'm back and i'm sick like i really lost my voice. :O thanks everyone for your care and concern , i really hope that i can entertain you guys with my jokes and laughters as usual ASAP(:
should i seriously try salt water to help to gain back my voice?

oh yea by the way yesterday i didnt come to school, i rotted at home. i took nap for 5 hours ( i mean, not straight away, but somehow, it totalled up to 5hours) i drank water like crazy. i visited the doctor and he burnt a hole in my pocket now i'm oficially broke. special thanks to my roomate julia erica for being such a great caretaker for me yesterday. she cooked for me porridge, offered me her non-fried food, accompanied me to doctor, and for dinner :D now that you're in indo, hope you enjoy your holiday well :D dont have to worry about me, i'll be alright :D also thanks to agnes sutrisno who faithfully accompanied me to the bank when i 100% lost my voice. thanks to kek ! thanks everyone :D hahahaha i realized that when im sick, i get people's sympathy and care truckloads so i should get sick everyday? :D hahahah. then i'll also be excused from parade commanding duty ^^ woooooooooooooooooooooo

okeh i think thts all. get well soon stefanie kurnia jaya

greetings to earthly people!

2008-10-14T08:31:00.000-07:00

hi everyone D: i'm like back. i realized i feel bloggy now, i should blog everyday because this kinda opportunity doesnt strike twice :D

okehh just went out for dinner with candies and im real full now :O i'm gyming tomorrow!
by teh way, i feel so burpy these few days, or rather, gassy? :O i don't know why either? can you guys like tell me why? and i feel hungry very easily? i think my stomach is self-destructing :D haha so please accept my sincere apologies if my stomach reacts in front of you :)

ok thats all people and i think i screwed up like all the papers i've received except for chemistry :D hahaha so cool. thats the consequence for like NOT STUDYING WELL,stefanie. but its alright suprisingly i didnt cry like i once used to D: maybe too used to it. by the way i dont wanna continue with A-maths! should i end the journey this year??

&tomorrow's getting back chinese sure fail :D

some random quizzes result :D

2008-10-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

You Are 28% Gross

You're a tad gross, but generally you're a clean, hygienic person.

No one can be perfectly clean all the time, and it's better to be human than a neat freak.

You Are 36% Phobic

Scared? You? Not really. Everyone has a few normal phobias, and you're no exception.

It's okay to be afraid of a few things. You wouldn't be human if you weren't.

How Phobic Are You?

You Are 28% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.

You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you “deserve” to have.

Are You Spoiled?

2008-10-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYONE IM BACK AGAIN :D dont miss me.
i asked wang lao shi if i passed my chinese and she said that she couldnt remember but she didnt think so. that was the highlight of the day thank you.
thats why i strted to read chinese newspaper today. :( i shall read an article everyday since i'm really bored.
oh my gosh :O today's graduation day . i was actually not supposed to come for the graduation ceremony cause im not the fifteen "chosen people" -.- alright, but nengjie had photographing duty so i replaced him :D hahah. graduation ceremony was like normal i think. it didnt have much impact on me since i'm not the one leaving :D but i spotted some people crying their way down the stage after they finished their performance. so sad... they would seperate? and they would meet each other again in the hall, not to chit chat or play around, but to sit together for the GCE o level paper. WAHZ.. all the crappy jokers 're leaving the school already. :( so sad.
may God's blessing be with them when they're doing the papers :D Hope that they do extremely well :D Hope that they can go to their desired JC/Poly/ITE or whatevr -.- :D Hope that they can visit us next year :D Hope that they can bring back their O level exam papers LOL. hahahahaha.
Hope that the school set the hall temperature so that the students wont feel too hot or too cold :D Hope that the clock can tick slower when they do their papers :D (but to tick faster when i work -.-) Hope that they have enough time to finish their Amaths paper ( cuz i didnt which is like TT) :D Hope that they dont fall sick and stay healthy throughout the exam period :D God, please bless them mightily :D

hehe. oh my gosh enough of wishing for them. i needa pray for myself seriously, i don't wanna fail anymore subject please :( cuz physics 1 was such a disappointment i slapped myself for being so nervous ( cuz i actually cud do the qns if i werent nervous) and so careless to leave so many blanks ! :( omg A1 gone just like that. i hope tomorrow's a better day !

2008-10-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

okeh. i tell you ,i took 4 hours piggy nap from 1.30 to 5.30 after lunch (unhealthy i know o.o) thus i immediately went to gym after i woke up.

i tell you, i skipped breakfast today. had heavy lunch and dinner plus supper. guess what i ate for dinner? Instant noodle, and ICE CREAM! :( and what for supper? Delifrance's chicken pie. =(

hopefully i don't gain any pound :D anyway, im a maths and science tutor now ^^

2008-10-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

you knoe something. today was supposedly a happy day; but it turned out to start badly, however thanks guys for the party :) really made me feel better.
FIRSTLY, THE WATER SUPPLY WAS CUT OFF IN THE MORNING. my maid was shouting to the guys outside my room like " DONT USE TOILET" yadayadayada woke me up at 9.30 when i slept at 2 last night! ok. i woke up, went down to the toilet near swimming pool there and bathed there. then i went up and i heard my roomate bathing in the toilet. PERFECT UH.
SECONDLY, MAID CAME IN AND SCOLDED ME when i was playing my pizza frenzy. AFTER SHE CAME IN, I TOTALLY LOST CONCENTRATION AND TADA, GAME OVER ALRIGHT! after like how many days i tried so hard to reach level 50 you know. now i reached it. yet, died halfway. :'( i mean seriously alright, okeh, my room had ants yesterday, and from her tone,it sounded really severe. and AND BLAME ME LAH. cause she only sees ME eating in the room. SHE JUST DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO SEE THE REST RIGHT? so what if i have the most food? am i supposed to throw everything? COME ON, ALL MY FOOD ARE WELL-PACKAGED! some, i even put in multiples of containers to like protect from ants? STILL SCOLD ME. CANT STAND IT ALREADY. everytime there's something happening in my house, ALWAYS ME LA. like that time the midnight study. i only studied till 11.30 outside in the living room, then i SWITCHED OFF ALL THE LIGHTS and went in. just that pity i didnt snap any evidence la. maybe i should next time?! how would i know that at 12 steven edward and co. will use living room to study and switch on the lamps again? COME ON LA! NOT LIKE I OWN THE HOUSE AND ONLY ME ME ME USE EVERYTHING RIGHT? everytime the sink's wet or anything, ALWAYS BLAME ME LIKE IM THE ONLY PERSON IN THE HOUSE WHO'S THE MOST LIKELY TO CAUSE TROUBLE! GOOD. EVERYTIME BATHROOM'S MAT IS WET, ME AGAIN? ya sometimes it may be me, BUT NOT ALWAYS ME RIGHT! EVERYTIME BREAD FINISH, NUGGET FINISH, WATER FINISH, ME HOR? omg. seriously. i want to move out already ! seriously! :( but i cant bear to leave my hostelmates somehow... haighs.

im like depressed truckloads. just now supposed to meet them at 1.20 but i kinda took the wrong bus or whatever, so i ended meeting them at 2.20. =.= 1 hour late. walked around plazing it was kinda fun. went back to tpc by train the train was super crowded i felt like the sardines in a can!
hehe then meet the rest n partied :D was kinda fun. ordered pizza and barbeque stuff ^^ i ate like pig and drink like drunk fish. O.O yeh hahaa . camwhored alil :D hahaha pictures with nj shall grab next time :O hehehe.

went home. OMG I MISS MOMMY AND DADDY AND TOTON! :(
i miss you too. you sound so different now not like you used to be. why must things go wrong?
why must you change? why must things happen the way they shouldnt?
i need some things to UNdepress myself and DEstress myself. getting back results next week :(
i hope i pass everything but its like fat hope too =(

2008-10-08T20:39:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. exams are like over. and my com is love! like, a week before exams, i wanted to go online but it didnt let me to. it kept restarting like 10000x in an hour making me feel pissed :( so in the end i didn't touch my com the whole exam period. :D hehe now after its over, it's back to normal! i think my computer knows me better than any of you :D hah!

heh ok. so overall, i think i did alil below "OK". this goes to papers like chinese and ss especially O: omg there goes my pass for chinese! i really hope, somehow, i can pass chinese overall for this term, and YEAR! orelse i would be slaughtered personally by my grandma ): the rest of the subjects were prettaye okeyy i think. just that poa i misintepretted the whole bad debts statement, so.... i don't know how many marks were lost for that & POA used to be my best subject !! oO thank God its all over yo!

i have arranged many interesting post exam activities :D check it out!

find a part time job. clean up my room (cuz it currently looks worse than the sunken titanic). go out with frens. killing eyebag by sleeping >10hours a day. hardcore gaming. go gymxzxzxz. extend my hair/go for haircut. iceskate! rollerblade! . go to the beach! bbq! halloween partayye! read chinese newspaper (i wanna pass my cheenazz olvl next year)! picnic !

hehe i doubt i can do all those by this year. by the way, i decided not to go back to indo too early. i decided to maybe go back at the end of november or something. hehe this is also due to the overwhelming number of people who will miss me if i go back too early :D anyway i heard there would be like, PHYSICS SPA AGAIN THIS NOVEMBER!?

:D the endz. pleasseeeee check my blog everyday cuz i may post things up anytime since my com is okeayy alrd! ^^ cia0z!

2008-09-03T09:27:00.000-07:00

i think i took the wrong step again. why?

2008-08-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

hey, i just did a "test". this is my report ^^ i'll bold those sentences which i think are applicable to me ^^

View Report
Welcome Stefanie Kurnia Jaya, here is your handwriting analysis.
Stefanie uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.
The circumstances when Stefanie does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation.(this is so untrue!!) In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.(-.-")
Stefanie will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.
Stefanie is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Stefanie doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Stefanie will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Stefanie believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Stefanie will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!(very true:D)
Because Stefanie has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent.(-.-") Stefanie is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one(hahaha.true,but nt for chinese and english papers =X) Stefanie is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble! (-.-")
Stefanie is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Stefanie basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
Stefanie is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Stefanie changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge.(really?)Stefanie feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.
Stefanie has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Stefanie has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Stefanie fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Stefanie has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Stefanie seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Stefanie seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

http://handwritingwizard.com/analysis
hehehe. quite cool? actually i removed some parts. :S

:S

2008-08-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

hi everyone D:
i'm back like, FINALLY. heh. seriously i've got nothing much to blog nowadays.
yesterday was officially the last day of term 3 T.T i just realized how little time i'm left with before o'lvl physics spa and eoys. :( but kekyun turned fifteen yesterday :D

i just completed the logarithm worksheet . i almost vommitted blood. everything there's like so loggy. cant stand them. i got two questions i didn't know how to do ): see how hopeless i get in maths. sighs.

tell you something, these are the to-do(s) for the term three break. ( i'm gonna cross out those i've done)
[x] chinese workbook 20,21
[ ] chinese comprehension worksheet
[ ] chinese tys
[x] chinese proverbs (1-40)
[ ] english argumentative essay ( on one of the debate topics )
[ ] finish reading candies' book which consists of 540 pages
[ ] 31 chemistry worksheets
[x] physics tys homework ( specific heat capacity)
[ ] go physics lab get SPA file and revise before friday.
[x] complete physics thermometry worksheet
[x] study for emaths applications of trigonometry test
[x] amaths miscellaneous exercise 11 homework
[x] amaths logarithm worksheet
[ ] PC project.
[ ] buy birthday present(s)
[x] go gym!
[ ] ice skate
[ ] buy 1L of ice cream
[ ] go out with them!!
yeah. busy? not until you see this.
Monday : nothing at the moment.
Tuesday : POA extra lesson, 8.30-10.00
Wednesday : S'pore Poly experience, 12.30 - 6.00
Thursday: A- Maths extra lesson, 10.30- 12.00 ;
Physics extra lesson, 12.30 - 1.30.
Friday: Physics SPA 10.00 - 11.00 [ 10% of physics o'lvl TT ]
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my 1 week break gone just like that. Thank God i didn't go for the footdrill camp. or it'll be WORSE. good luck jekhui ^^
i told mommy that i was sick of studying, doing homework and turning up for xtra lessons. she was shocked when she knew my schedule.but, she's so understanding :D she allowed me to not come if i'm too tired and she told me to not study during the holiday. I wish i could do that, but that means i would flunk maths and chinese the week after holiday? never expected sec 3 to be this busy TT but, thank God. He placed kind-hearted and understanding and helpful people around me. Without them, i don't know what i'll be now. :) thanks...

i think i should end here :) urm. and for some people who want to knoe my ca2 results, permission denied :D

2008-08-12T07:52:00.000-07:00

hey everyone. its another tiring day. many things happened, and many things will happen.
tomorrow there'll be emaths trigonometry test and i didn't touch emaths book at all today. hehe, come on, i didn't even bring it home :) but dont worry for me, i did some revisions during national day.
i really hope i don't flunk anymore maths test =(
oh ya, got back geography test today. suprisingly, an A1 yo! :D thank God i was observant, coz initially i got 18/25 (which only gives me an A2), but i saw the whole page unmarked. so yea man! :)
chemistry is getting harder and harder, urgh, what bases and alkalis? why must they be differentiated hello? both are still bases, luh. ok, chemistry reminds me of the "lecture" we had after school today. it was super boring. i mean, i tried to, pay attention. really hard. but it's hard to, you see. so i was crapping with candies the whole day, hehe. candies blew her nose real hard and it got kek,jameschew,vincent and i laughing REAL HARD. SO DAMN FUNNY.it sounds like some elephant hardcore farted :D (no offence anyone) then THE END. :) went home, fell asleep for an hour while waiting for my friend to finish bathing. she seemed to take forever to bathe. urgh. yepz. my mom said "yes" to my holiday plan already. YEA MANZ. im gonna spend it in Singapore, sadly. :( which means...
1. ICESKATING! :D
2. BEACH :D
3. BBQ :D
4. extralessons :(
5. TyS :(
6. EAT OUT :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahaha. cancan and agnes going back. sighs. im left alone. :(
wish me luck . bye!

2008-08-10T08:43:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. yes yesterday i came to candies bday celebration. yes you can read her blog or mon's blog about that. it was fun :) got to know new friends : fendy and arwin.

started today with physics elearning. sucks. took the whole afternoon to do it. ruined my mood compeletely. went to church and came back. went online and chatted, then called daddy wishing him a happy birthday. i heard him talking softer and softer. yes, he's aging. everyone does, but i almost teared hearing his voice. i'm sorry for being a bad daughter of yours. i knoe you're very ashamed of me, my achievements and everything about me doesn't seem to be right to you.i disappointed you countless times, but please understand, what im doing now is trying to make you proud of me, your daughter... i really hope that all the good things be added upon you , and may you prosper in everything you do and get closer to God.

i went to gym with Julia. i love to go gym now. Not that there's some hot guy around or something, but i just like going there. i don't know why either. its time to spice up my life i guess.
life's been too monotonous. sometimes i feel like going into a deep sleep, and never to wake up again to face reality. sometimes i just feel like giving up. sometimes i wonder, why must i struggle so hard, living in a town not my hometown? i just hope to do something purposeful in life.

ok, cut it out. after gym, went back home to bathe. maid's angry at me again, for having a late dinner. whats her problem? i told her i would be having late dinner alright? this is like for the how many thousandth time i almost skipped dinner cause of her. she threw all the food before i even touch it. please, i may be going gym, but i'm not anorexic to skip dinner? yes, its hard to forgive, but well, i forgave her and not report her to my guardian. perhaps she was troubled or something?

i came back into my room. i was shocked at my new roomate, Hanna. She seemes so pale and her lips were colourless. but what did my other roomate do? nothing. it was crystal clear that she was unwell, yet she pretended that she didn't know anything. can you please at least spare others a thought? you even scolded her for raising the temperature of AC! Come on! Fine, your reason is always "later the air con spoilt, need to pay alot". OH GOSH. you want who to die faster, you roomates or air con uh? sometimes its people like this who amuse me greatly. Worst still, you talk bad about her INFRONT of her face. Perhaps she doesn't understand our language, but ... its like so impolite! im kinda sure that this will continue, hopefully, not worsen. place yourself in her shoes, imagine! she's still homesick cause her mom just left for vietnam, she cried under her blanket, trembling with cold and fear, sick, and everything else. all in one. really, hanna. im so sorry for you. i'll try my best to help you okay? i really hope things get better. and i'm getting sick of this too. please stop this. respect us.

okok. another thing. get well soon, ok?

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2008-08-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. today its wednesday.
got back physics spa, heh kinda shocked that i would get 9/10:) but someone next door got 10/10.
emaths = sleepy time but not for today. i tried so hard not to sleep. then we had poa test, kinda easy but i did the theory part wrongly, urgh :( geography was so-so. chinese was so hard = will fail with flying colours. talking about it really depresses me :(
we watched movie during english lesson but i slept. heh, i slept with my head facing the screen and arms folded! hahahahahahah.
the highliht of the day: NDP rehearsal. hueimin,cal,chloe and i got the guides to do some pre-ndp footdrill training behind the dnt block besides the scouts :D yea then the rehearsal starts. :) tk was in bad mood today, i think. urgh. the jerald guy didnt come again, so vincent replaced him.
urgh, it started out quite well, but i was kinda pissed at the end. they kept changing the plan and it became so weird. now i really hope it would rain on friday. ^^ cause if it rains, we'll be using wet weather programme. i would not be needed. hehe. then no chance of making mistakes and embarassing myself in front of the people. :) helped the co people with their heavy and bulky instruments and slacked the whole time in the hall hahaha. sometimes, its good to rain. hahahaha. ya. then went for dinner at mos with agnes and cancan. my lovesick friends :D
one is with pepperrrrr and another one with singinguy. :D im lovefine i guess. hahahaha.
yes tomorrow x country. cant find my pe shorts. urgh!

2008-08-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

hey everyone. i just read YT's blog about NDP rehearsal & yes, i have some comment about it too.
Perhaps, the weather was just too hot. Yes, all of us are definitely tired. I ended class at 4.15 and i had to immediately report there. Sec 2s, you girls really have alot of potential in footdrill. You girls have good stamina and good attitude. But what i saw today, kinda disappointed me in some ways or another. You girls do wonders during moving mondays and meetings, but now, during rehearsal? What has happened? Rehearsals are very crucial, teachers are looking and other ccas are too. Once again, yea its tiring boring hot and whatever, but please, just bear with it. Yes, maybe this year i am only a flag bearer and do not much footdrill with you, but believe me i've been through it all too. please, improve.

yea. my "flag" team was a bunch of crazy and weird people (excludes jeffery&shakla&darren).
thank God, the boxer guy didnt come. so vincent came and replaced him :D
alright, i hope he doesnt come again :D hahahah.he's a health hazard. cause he's a person who can shorten my life by a decade.

got back amaths test. the lowest in my history this year, urgh. but nevertheless, i still pass :D i hope i can do better next time. =)

2008-07-27T09:20:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. a short post i suppose. yeah manz. today i went out twice :) vivocity and park hotel's swensens (with grandma) !

tomorrow will suck alot cause i'll be the parade commander, and there'll be SS test and Amaths LSP till 4 followed by NDP rehearsal. :( never mind. NDP rehearsal will be filled with laughter with kelvin :D:D:D:D hahahaha. i planned to go bugis after NDP rehearsal, but see how first.

i just completed the chinese blog of mine but still, NO ONE KNOWS THE URL (except for the chinese teacher :D) hahahahahaha. its kinda long, so don't bother knowing is the best. i better sleep NOW coz i've gotta go to school earlier tomorrow. & there's POA lesson tomorrow, say love! hahaha. hopefully Mrs Lai returns! seeya kids!

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2008-07-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. yeah. i'm finally back. thanks to candieses!
i seriously don't know what to write here... hmm.. lemme think..
yes okay i shall talk about school this week?
yea. this week, many things happened. Miss Tee's last lesson with us (& i didn't even know about it!). &greatest achievement of the week: being able to say the long and funny command, which apparently, cannot be shouted correctly by any of the sec3s :D i THINK its: squad nomer ganjil satu langkah kehadapan nomer genap satu langkah ke belakang, grak! ( sorry if i mispelt anything, but thats what i think it will look like when its spelled out!) credits go to: Amanda & Yeechuang! hahaha. i miss their footdrill session with us...
POA lessons are getting from bad to worse and worse to worser and worser to worst. Mrs Lai, PLEASE COME BACK ASAP AND TEACH US. I don't know why but the current teacher can't seem to earn the students' respect. & she looks like Mrs Lee in one way or another, hehe. thank goodness the chapter she's touching on now is an easy and short one. =)
& we changed seats TODAY. alright. i am neutral about my seating now, but i prefer sitting with cwei & kelvin :D coz i'm sure they won't allow me to fall sleep, even if i want to, or even when my eyebags are as big as grapes. haha, but sitting with banana & yiying is fine too. yeah. i wanna cry my heart for emily,kekyun, may, and candies. You know why? JUST LOOK AT THEIR SURROUNDING PEOPLE(no offence :D). especially kekyun. you're like my goodx6x10^23 friend which chemistrily means: 1 mol good :D friend. and you're currently sitting with just-take-a-look-on-monday! don't worry, if any unpleasant things start happening, call the HELPLINE. we'll look into that matter IMMEDIATELY after we receive your call, kek. oh ya, and no offence to any sides please. this is for entertainment purpose only, please :)
oh. ya urm. grandma came to S'pore too :D and the first news i heard about her was: " SHE'S MISSING FROM THE APARTMENT !" yea. i almost cried. but anyway, thanks Chloe Candies, Frerry, Mela, Dione, HueiMin, Brenda and many many more who really helped me :) thanks God for them. ok, so basically when i went to orchard (coz thats where she stays), i saw truckloads of people everywhere, making me feel so worried. what will happen if she trips and falls? only God knows. after about 2 hours of frantic search ( and i think i walked >2.4 km long) i almost give up. i was about to call Chloe to vent out all my frustrations and sadness, someone called me. & that someone turns out to be MY GRANDMA :D i was over the moon. :) she actually got lost but somehow found her way back :) God really works miraculously. Thanks God, really!
& had great laughter and fun and joy and peace yesterday with meladecat, eggness, and candycess in Mos! :D love them loads! thanks for everything =)
& i screwed geog test. goodbye A1.

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2008-07-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

haha. i suddenly felt like urm, writing down abit belated & birthday gonnabes. :)
14 June: Kairong the guy who is super helpful. LOLS. continue to be helpful and becareful when you're walking. Don't bang another lampost :D heeeeeeeeeeeeee. your dirty little secret revealed :D
16 June: Sarah Chow the artistic woman. please don't be too humble about your drawing cause they're nice :D and happy ruling your CCA.
22 June: Zhi Xian the 1E1'06 monitor. LOL. all the best in everything u do and hope the present's useful =)
23 June:Benjamin Tang the 2nd tallest guy in the class :D stay tall and maybe you can take turns with kairong to help with the projector? :D
29 June: Jessie Hoong my primary school bestest friend :) hope that we'll meet again in KCS heehee... rock on ^^
1 July: Michele Wong the reunion organizers. sorry for not being able to go for all 6.4 reunions coz i'm always in indo :D and sorry for not wishing you coz i lost your phone no. :( but well. i wish you here =) hahha. stay cool in the polka dotty school :)
2 July: Cheng Wei the HTML man who helps me with the poll (refer to 3E2 blog). (heee i havent linked the blog yet -.- ) well all the best "chairman"ing your forum and in "2nd-chairman"ing your CCA. :)
6 July: Bryan the banana in pyjamas. hahaha thanks for entertainment in assembly :D continue to support banana and please don't get excited when seeing YELLOW things (heh. the assembly incident)
7 July: Daryl the blurr camp i/c for combined camp '07 :D lol. all the best for your olevels :D
10 July: Kevin the zilian triple science student . hehe. don't zilian too much :D study time>zilian time ok!?
11 July: Yong Meng the monkey who takes DnT. someone who can never be forgotten :D hahaha. miss the good old days. lol.
11 July: Audrey the senior of GG photography section! lol. hehe all the best for ur o's =)
14 July: Yihui the se-senior of GG :D please visit us often, and stay crappy and smilezzzzzzz
17 July: Mellazz the english-speaking cat :) together, we shall study hard to improve our chinese :D haha. and get well soon :)

i think thats all. tomorrow i'm going out after guides. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so happy. byez

2008-07-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

hey guys. how's life? i didnt kinda have a mood to blog, but uh, well you never know.
yesterday was the long-awaited-be-yourself-day. i almost wanted to not come to school coz of the hole in my green shirt. thank God, there was another one. um, disappointingly, no pictures in my blog thanks to my spoilt camera. i'm gonna repair it ASAP and take pictures during the national day and racial harmony day (hopefully). so be yourself day was a cool day i think. my class was dressed in traffic light colours. hehehehe. 3e1 wore masks and 3e4 wore white tees. i think thats like super duper cool. see, the sec3s so united =) we took many pictures along the corridor :D haha, and according to Chloe tan, Mr Ng TC actually has some photography skill. :] er. -.-
went out with agnes, frerry and candies after that. yea had much fun in orchard. we kept laughing like there's no tomorrow. we ate in swensens and went hereen and taka and bla bla bla. i went home earlier cause i got something important to be done at home. :( awwwww. sad. but yea, thanks guys, =)

that was yesterday. today was a short day for me. learnt new chapter in A-maths, after for like 10000 years of waiting, finally binomial theorem was completed. urgh, i disliked the new chapter. coz its about graph. anything which has to do with GRAPH does not go well with me. ok after school had physics spa make up. i was super happy at that time ok! :) I drew a super nice graph and got a perfect gradient. i mean all the points in my graph are connected to the line! SO COOL! i was as happy as a lark :) Thank God, really. ended school super happily.
met calista hueimin yuting yanjing shermaine vanathy in the canteen and had lunch ( actually i didnt eat anything much :O ) yea then went for guides.

Guides today... never mind. i had no comment. although i didnt really handle the sec 2s, i heard that they were doing very well. well done! haha. had gadgets and made shoe racks again. LOL. urm, yea then footdrill and blah blah blah. :O sad sad. i really hope to see some improvements in sec1s. :S

why?

2008-06-27T08:25:00.000-07:00

hey everyone. i'm like back. I know its such an unpleasing way to start the post with homework but i'm sorry readers, i have to. I want to share my misery with you guys. I never knew semester 2 will start off this way. I thought first week would be quite relaxing but it was obviously not. Like ugh chemistry is making me and my classmates puke out blood really. I used to really love chemistry so much but "MOLE" urgh..its just like calculating again? i think im sick of numbers. in amaths, emaths and poa(the worst case) i have to meet numbers 123445958989821 times everyday and now ..another one. but im glad mole's over =)but still, the homework, ugh! sometimes i kinda regretted choosing poa, but sometimes not. i should have taken Bio or pure geog instead. urgh, but if i take bio, i will never meet people i meet now in my class, who are really wonderful :) they make me smile everyday. nevermind.

today had guides meeting. the first meeting the sec 3s take over. er, yea we went out of plan i supposed, cuz we started off with footdrills, but the sun wasn't so bright and hot so it was ok. yea the rest went on like as per normal urm but i kinda feel that i'm the slackest sec 3 in guides currently, maybe cos i don't really "scold" them. Partly cause i think today's session was quite alright, not so bad and partly because i have nothing much to say. :) and i don't have the "fierce" look but okay well hope they don't take that for granted , if things go wrong you'll see my true colour :).

ugh. i think i'm starting to like move on with my past =) really. that heartbeat is no longer for you anymore.

2008-06-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. today marked the start of term 3. never mind.
i have no idea why my lappie is lagging so badly now. maybe it suffers a jetlag due to the time difference between surabaya and singapore.

had school today, as usual. it felt so different, everything seemed to have changed. i suddenly felt so weird talking in english because i don't speak english at all during the holiday. never mind about that,lemme tell you about my first day of school in semester 2 :D the day started with some unusual praises about our punctuality and spotcheck. haha i knew it. i never once failed spotcheck so that record should never break. after that had pe, took height and weight. depressing results , didnt grow vertically yet grown horizontally a kilogramme. but its good to not be too tall afterall :) yea. oyea i almost died of shock twice today. first, the i-don't-know-what-its-called thing placed unattended near the staircase, which i thought was some old witches staring at me, almost killed me. surely, i was the laughing stock at that point of time. second, whih was thankfully the last, was miss tan suddenly appeared behind me and shouted at her top of her lungs. I almost died twice, thank God He saved me. i think i got a weak heart. thats why i cannot get over things as fast as others too :D hahaha. okay i wanted to end here so badly. bye.

2008-06-12T02:36:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. as you guys know, i'm in indo now. :) woohhoooo. in surabaya to be exact. errrrr. yea. tell you what i've been doing these days. i've been like eating eating munching munching like crazy. i shall list out what i've eaten this holidays. :D
1. Ice cream
2. John Dorry Fish and Chips toast with parmesan cheese
3. buttermilk pancakes
4. thin crepes with cream and ice cream(L)!
5. waffles with condensed milk and choco chips
6. boiled seashells(kerang dara)
7. tempura udon
8. Yakitori
9. deep fried prawn with mayonnaise
10. pempek palembang (L)!
11. nasi lemak with beef rendang (L)!
12. pizza
13. deep fried chicken wings
14. HONEY-GLAZED chicken wings
15. almond pudding & longan
16. rawon. er whats that? brown soup with beef .
17. meat balls!
18. corn with bbq sauce :D
19. scrambled egg with milk
20. potato wedges & fries
yeah. this list is an incompleted one. :) cause i don't wanna let you guys drool and flood singapore or wherever you are at now. Anyway, due to the 20 items above (& more), my weight has increased drastically from 49kg to 54kg. 5 kg increase in a week++ :D
To prevent me from becoming heavier, i bought myself a super nice black slim fit pants. Why? Cause if i grow too fat, i will not be able to fit into that, and i'll be motivated to eat less, so as to lose weight and be able to fit into that piece of pants once again. haha. i think its creative. its amazing when my brain starts to work, really. :)
Anyway, i felt proud of myself :D Really, God really worked inside me. Although its holiday, i somehow felt motivated to do some maths practice and i finally decided to have a chinese tutor (cos i wanna continue passing chinese :D ). I put aside 2 hours everyday for practising maths :) i've been very confused with properties of circles but now, i felt much better :D & i'm done with binomial theorem. its a really, er, TIRING chapter i tell you. super tiring. For chinese, my chinese tutor said my chinese was really weak so weak and i didn't know so many words. yea its a fact. Although it seems hopeless, i'll work hard i promise. :) okay and i'm done with my physics tys on the most recent chapter. :) yea man! but not done with english assignment TT . :)
oh ya i seriously feel like slapping my brother sometimes. He is just.... i don't know what to say. He doesnt think of anythingelse except for himself. Himself, himself and MORE OF HIMSELF. i think its peer influence, but nevertheless, i still feel that my mom isn't strict enough. whenever i reprimand him of something, he will try to "shoot back" at me with words i used previously. Growing up and becoming worse. Furthermore his studies were like crap. All of his subjects grades , except for Chinese i think, are below the class average and he still doesnt care. Guess what, he said that as long as he could promote to the next level, he would feel fine. He is not motivated to work hard at all. I mean, his good friends didnt get promoted to primary 5. was it that hard? in my primary school days, my grades are almost near to full marks. Cause primary school subjects are relatively easier compared to secondary schools. I mean, his school is popular with super lengthy notes for memorizing. i knew that , i was once in his school too. the first test i did in primary one, i got like a sexy 26/100 cause i didnt study. But that really woke me up.i worked hard after that. If its just "cut and paste", it shouldnt be that hard i guess? Just get the facts inside your brain and vomit them out during exams. :O okok. whatever.
okay. peee pole of all nation! i'm so happy to announce something: MY GRANDMA IS COMING!!! wooooo. she's like coming to singapore in july! For like the whole month till her birthday :D I felt so happy! someone to accompany me :D haha and i can go shopping with her too :) heeeeeeee. thanks God!!! my grandma said that she wanted my brother to go to singapore for schooling. my brother rejected her offer until so badly. he said he would never ever want to study here. urh. what can i say?
i think i should end here. :) Candiessssssssssssss i wanna go Medan mannn.... i want to go to danau toba yo........ :O

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2008-05-30T08:50:00.000-07:00

God, please bless Indonesia, my country. i've no idea whats going on here but i'm very sure there are strikes everywhere. Well, the oil's prices increase, causing the petroleum's prices to increase too. This we can't do anything about it. But well, erm, maybe they can increase the government subsidies rate. They can also like, improve on the public transport system ( esp. cleanliness & safety) so that people would feel more comfortable taking them. Please do something, you're all the leaders your people have chosen. :( God, please help them really.

Furthermore, the strikes are very severe at my grandma's house's area & my church's area. I really have no idea what will happen next. i mean, please, God, protect them & forgive those strikers sins cause they don't know what they were doing. They were throwing stones everywhere and beating people up. & i'm going back to indo tomorrow.

Lets talk about like happy stuff, hopefully. I really didn't feel like packing. Urgh, but its a no-choice thing you have to do. But, i think i have nothing else to pack already. Yea. (: Leadership camp was great. It all started on Thursday, the 29th May. Urm. I had guides on that day too. Urm, nothing much to elaborate. I think i feel like slapping some woman out there. never mind. After guides, went to eat with Tze Zi and Eleana. Tze Zi had her all-time favourite food = Fish and Chips whereas i got myself a 7" Hawaiian Pizza which tasted awesome :) After what seemed like hours eating there, went back to school for camp registration and attendance taking session. blablablabla. I was in Group 6, together with Lisa, Jerome!, Maizurah, Aidil, Zhong Han, Amin,Sandy,Yuting ,Rena, and i couldn't remember whoelse. Oh ya, our facilitator* was SHAKILA !! wooooot! she rocks! Initially thought that my group would be very dead boring, but I was wrong. All of them were as noisy as me :D JEROME = worst :D hahah. Played icebreakers and combined with group 7. YICHAN MUSHROOM's group! (L) Haha, got wet due to water bomb game, but i wasn't as wet as YIYING :D lols, Yiying and Shiyuan .............. :) tsktsktsk. We had dinner, which was curry chicken with vegetables. At about 8pm, went back to the hall for some student-councillor dialogue session. I thought that it would be dead as well but it wasn't. It was very noisy indeed. Many students raised crappy issues :D but many raised important issues too (e.g moving monday, assembly time, etc ) May,Yiying,Yichan, Liying and I raised the issue about removal of moving monday. I didn't really like moving monday, really, i preferred coming to school later rather than coming to school and erm, do some unmeaningful stuff. Well, after that we got seperated to different groups : CCA leaders, Councillor&Monitors, and PSLs. Ms Chen was in-charge of us. Many thought that the discussion was boring, but i found it quite interesting :D you got to hear different views of other CCA leaders. :D Okay that was how we ended the day.

Next day- 30th may. :D The last day :( urgh. we had like "lectures" on how to relate better with juniors/members. I tried to keep myself awake cause Mr Lee said that the cost of inviting the external lecturer was expensive. I was really sleepy, that i almost slept during breakfast hours. All of my group members, especially Jerome and Aidin seemed shocked. They thought i was going to die cuz i wasn't as hyper as the day before. Thanks for worrying :) but i was okay. Yea, in between the lecture sessions, there were games to energize us,(cause they knew that it would be boring). Yea. Had lunch which was nasi lemak. I ate 1.5 portion. I almost died. Yea, and and and we ended the camp. I felt sad that i had to seperate with my team members. Really, although it was just 1.5 days, i felt very close and comfortable with them ( hopefully they feel the same way too!) esp Jerome :D haha. He really reminded me of my brother. :D but im gonna meet my original brother tomorrow. hahaha.

Today went out with Chloe,Sera, Mela, Brenda,and Dioney fishy woman. Brenda was in all-black clothes. So BLACK that Dione couldn't stand it :D She added bangles to colour her life.:D Hehe. Had much fun with them :D We ate at V8 Cafe. Recommended by Mela and Dioney :D The food wasn't bad. But, er my baked rice... or rather chloe's and my baked rice tasted boring. It tasted like a.. little too mushy a little too soft a little too cheesy a little too funny. It just didnt taste right after you ate half of it. Brenda&Mela ordered black pepper spaghetty.Sera ordered Fish&Chips and Dioney she was so mean. she ordered like salmon cream spaghetty which meant that she actually ate her fellow fishes. God, please forgive her sin because she didn't know that shes sinning. O.O well. yea then urm ordered cake for chloe. super sorry that there was only one slice =D but she was super touched i guess. Haha, that was only the APPETIZER , CHLOE, not yet the MAIN COURSE. be prepared. hahaha. anyway i 'm going back to indoey tomorrow. if you guys have anything to tell me/ ask me to buy, just sms to my singapore hp, it will still be used ( though i won't use it to sms/make a call) or you can tag me at my tagboard. i'm at your service :) nighteyz and God Bless you!

2008-05-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

hi people. i'm like having sore throat i guess. NO NO. this can't be happening! Not another one :(
my holiday is around the corner, and guess what? the first thing in indo i'm gonna lay my teeth on is : CHOCOLATE BROWNIES! God, please don't let me fall sick!
Oh yea. Extra lessons were great. i almost slept during Physics, but thanks God, no. i kept myself awake by eatting potato chips (credits: brenda)! SS was so-so, as usual. :)
I really hope Andrew is fine now. I'm like really gonna miss him . Although i'm not close to him, but well,.... Well its for your own good, boy. :) but if God really wanted you to continue in Singapore, He'll sure to change your mom's mind in one way or another, miraculously. don't worry! i hope i can meet you again ~ maybe, i shall go Medan and meet you :D haha.
Hopefully Candies doesn't get scolding for her extension. Anywayes, lessons felt much quieter without her. urgh.

cheeena blog.&etcetera.

2008-05-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

hello. good morning kids! how are you guys?
well, i am FINE like i can't be any finer now. =\ urgh, chinese blog.
i've created one. & if you wanna know my chinese name you can go there. don't laugh at my blog url please: http://itsmychineseblog.blogspot.com/ well. i may consider to change if necessary.
i totally don't know how to start the self-introduction part, so i guess tomorrow i'll do the one about 时事新闻 first instead; although, still i don't know what to write about ,but by tomorrow, hopefully, something will pop out tomorrow. check it out :)

today maths' was so-so. 2 hours but it felt super short la. really, i don't mind more of maths =)
furthermore the properties of circles chapter's kinda confusing. tomorrow shall approach Mr Goh and ask him to re-explain x.x anyway i'll be missing like wednesday and friday maths lessons. hopefully, hopefully, hopefully, i can catch up with my already-lagging-behind maths!

tomorrow's physics extra lesson. hopefully, i don't sleep. well, i read through about work done, energy and power. not that bad :O oh well. i wanna continue my blogskin-hunting for 华文网记

再见！loveya!

last day.

2008-05-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

this post was supposed to be posted few days ago. but....
hi peeps. today was the last day of school. but it didn't feel like one, especially when you have to come back next week. for the upper sec students, next week will be a busy week. oh my :( take a look at next week schedule.

monday 26/05 : chinese blogging session :( 10.30 - 11.30
emaths lesson :( 11.30- 1.30

tuesday 27/05 : emaths lesson :( 10.30- 12.30

wednesday 28/05 : emaths & amaths lessons :) 8-10 /
science centre 1N competition 8.30-12.00 :(
thursday 29/05 : girl guides meeting. :) (practice on gadgets, clauses! ) 8.30-12.30

friday 30/05: emaths lesson :( 11.30-1.30 & combined leadership camp

there goes my first week. i never thought maths was that important. i much prefer science extra lessons & ahneewayes, our physics is way behind time. jesslyn said her class had finished the chapter 6 on the work & energy. while, we haven't even smell the first page of that chapter yet. how great. congrats; i don't know what will happen next. i guess i really have to self study physics.

oh ya. today was an awesome day :) we had to go to the Mac lab for some podcast tutorial which was really, uh, cool! this was like the coolest thing ever. Chloetan and i really wanted to buy Mac :) Oh talking about Mac, (not MacDonald's), my friend said that the price was quite low now. it wasn't as expensive as last time. well....................................

oh. yea so we did our voice recording and it was like super cool. Chloe & i sounded so different. and i sounded like teacher and my indo-english accent became very obvious during recording TT which was bad. i want American accent. :( but in the end, we deleted everything :(

after school, went to amk hub with 2e1'07 indo (L)! watched movie after like 100000000000000000000 gazillion years of not watching ( obviously, i am being a hyperbole now :O ). it felt so different. everything seemed to have changed. this was when i really realized how pathetic i have been. i really had no life. i had no teen's life. i am interested in things teens aren't interested in. i don't really like movies, shopping and all those but i love food hunting :D only recently, i stopped my food hunting session. hais. back to the topic :D the movie was er, nice i guess? i shall give a rating 3.5/5 ^^

results was not suprising because i saw my score in the scoresheet. but i was super shocked with my class & level position :) thank God, really! Miracles do happen when you surrender:D
but now i felt kinda pressurized :( my guardian's starting to put really high hopes and me and so does my mom. this is killing me :( okay. but i really hope to maintain it, really, of course if possible, improve. :D well, cause i really wanna attend Annual Awards '09 :D

i think thats all :D i've got to say. seeya :D

2008-05-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

these are my to-do list for holidays. :D
1. extract a tooth. ( due to overcrowding ) :(
2. get a haircut. dye it if possible.
3. go for creambathes and manicures :)
4. new flats and sandals.
5. do Chinese TYS. ( i shall purchase it)
6. practice MATHS! ( maths' deproving like crazy!)
7. learn to drive car!
8. tuition my brother :X definitely! i'll make him suffer.
9. physical training with my brother :D we needa lose some pounds.
10. get all these done!

:D

2008-05-18T05:24:00.000-07:00

oh ya.this post is about 16/05. two days ago was the last guides session with the sec 4s i supposed. :( super sad. i didnt give them anything because little did i know that the farewell party would be held that day. Despite much planning with the fellow sec 3 guides, party didnt go as well. Thanks uh, Mrs Koh.
Shan't elaborate much on that. Still, hopefully, the sec 4s like it :D

Well, i think they're like the best and the closest seniors to me, because i wasn't at all close with
the 06 and 07 sec 4s, probably because of the huge age gaps. When asked to speak my "last words" to them infront, i felt so weird. Its like i planned to say many things, but they disappeared into thin air. :( so sad. erm, well i'll make them cards during june holidays though :)

And anyway, i got promoted to PL :D although the positions aren't confirmed yet, as in under probation, i was happy :D i'll work hard for it though. yea, congrats to everyone! hahahas, especially the sec 2 PS. i think they really worked hard for it and they deserved it :D together, we shall bring guides to a better reputation and standards :)

18/05
Today woke up real late. 10.20 a.m. thus, i was late for cell group. :( i'm so sorry God. but well, better late than never. i really felt today's discussion really applied alot. Life of Worshipping God sure brings everyone a better life, in God's way. This doesnt promise you with a problems-free life, but you'll be transformed to a better person if you live that kind of life. Dedicate yourself to Him, and let this transformation occur. Also, surrender everything to Him, because when you stop and surrender, this is where you'll see miracles happening to you. :)
After cell group, went to buy curry chicken. It was like so nice :D okay. story ended. full stop here!

2008-05-17T06:48:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. okay. today went out with agnes and cancan. cancan was in black dress. that so gangster-look-alike lady wore dress.i think she got a boyfriend?

yesterday was the BBQ. oh the day we've been waiting for. actually, i wasn't that excited at first, because usually, i won't be full with BBQ's food, but this time round, i was full ^^ Calista and I came late because we had CCA, and we bought Frerry's cake too. Hope he likes it:D Well, when we arrived there, there were many familiar faces. I saw Kairong, Boonchong and Guan Siang. :D they were like the "chefs of the day", i supposed. Then played and played and bbqed and bluh bluh bluh. Kelvin was the source of entertainment of the day, because there was neither music nor video.. so there he went. He acted as some Queen Elizabeth and acted so lady-like. *tsktsktsk. never knew our Physics A1 Scorer is so ladylike O.O* Then, he placed a plastic bag,with two holes poked on it, over his head. -.- then frerry came and ...........well, never mind :D it was undescribable in English :D ok. whoever who saw that (e.g kekyun and guiyan) sure did have a good laugh. i almost rolled on the floor. The other highlight of the day was trying to pull chengwei into the pool, but we failed. Thanks alot, security guard. You did a great job.

Oh ya, upon hearing the news that we had to clear up and stop the fire at 10pm sharp, vincent and i cleared up the tables :D waaaaaaaa should get cip hours for that,really. anyway, the people didnt make much mess so it wasnt that tough. but after that, others joined in too :D CIP HOURSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At 10, people left. Only a few of us were left behind because they were supposed to watch Midnight movie, but as they were too tired, they postponed their movie trip to Sunday. As for Sera, she was waiting for 10.30 to come, and then her aunt would come to fetch her, as for Candies and I, TRELLIS IS OUR HOME. so obviously, we were left behind? After sending Sera off, we sent Frerry off and i went back.

i think this is the best BBQ i've ever attended and i didnt regret for coming at all :D well, Frerry and Candies & co. sure have done a great job for organizing that.Three cheers for them! Too bad, Mdm Suhaila has to miss it. Hopefully she can join us next time! yea. nothing much ^^

2008-05-15T02:31:00.000-07:00

YO. just came back from school. school was as usual, one word to describe it, boring. Its a regular yet compulsory everyone has to attend. Its a tradition to go to school. It feels so automatic.

Yes,suddenly,i remembered something, it's about "creative thinking". So, think about this. If we're supposed to think creatively, it means, we have to, i repeat, HAVE to think out of the box. Thinking out of the box will mean that you have to try to do something out of the conventions set. This means, rules are not even supposed to be created, because when they exist, people will have to follow the rules and regulations, orelse they'll get severely punished. When this happens, people will be afraid to think creatively in life, but to just follow the conventions implemented. This will actually reduce the ability for people, especially the youngsters, to develop a creative mindset. O.O . i have no idea why i'm writing this too, er, but i don't mean to offend any party reading this okay? it's for entertainment purposes. remember, my blog, my say? :)

Back again to real life story. I got back my Chemistry structured essay question. I was quite pleased with my marks. Gotten back Social Studies, expected = failed! Oh ya, i missed out something real important. The whole sec 3 cohort who takes Chinese Language (3e1-4&3N1) went to the hall for some Chinese Mass Revision. Got back like everything in one shot. Paper two, obviously, like OBVIOUSLY failed :D i think i'm too used to failing all Paper Twos for Chinese already, that i can tear no more. My tearduct seemed to be accustomed to its boss failing it, so i couldnt cry.(but i'll cry like crazy if its chemistry/maths!) I was quite happy instead. Why? Cause my comprehension has improved! Although i still failed Comprehension, i improved :D it was like 17/40 :D not that bad. Hopefully, by next test, i could pass. Letter writing was far from what i've expected. i passed with a 12/20. I was super happy that i passed ^^ Overall = just passed. God answered my prayer finally, at the really right time. :) Thanks God.

Went to 7-11 with Melala and Cancan. They bought cup noodles and i bought bubble tea ( er, not from 7-11 obviously) Their Cup Noodles looked delicious, i should try, but Mommy didnt allow me to eat a lot of that stuff because i have a weak stomach(?) or whatever. I get diarrhoea or stomachache very easily. Today's bubble tea's pearls were very chewy and nice. Oh, we had our little chat at the void deck (or whatever it's called, i don't know, limited vocabulary). Laughed and laughed and talked and talked :D then went to Mac. Everyone bought fries and I ate three servings of Chilli! If mom knows this, she will definitely kill me! She said chillis are never good for health, and discourages me from eating too much of it. but..........
anyway i wanna share with you guys something, never ever ever and ever touch stranger's things when in public.why? During our visit to McD, Candies,Mela and i wanted to sit at this place. it looked empty and welcoming :D so we sat there. I noticed that there was a white-coloured plastic bag with an umbrella inside it beside Candies, so i told her. Since the people,who were previously sitting next to our table, just left abruptly after we arrived, Candies placed the plastic bag on that seat. Unfortunately the owner of that plastic bag, a woman in her 60s or even 70s, came. She was staring at us fiercely. Immediately, i knew that she was angry because her face looked very displeased. I quickly smiled in apology and Candies left the table too. Still, when i observed, her facial expression didn't seem to change. I felt like slapping her, urghhhhh. We said SORRY already right? That totally ruined our day, but after we bought our fries, everything returned to normal :D We were chatting and laughing and chatting and laughing, when suddenly Candies and Mela turned quiet. I thought they were playing a fool, but when i turned back, i saw that same old lady behind me. HER FACE WAS STARING AT ME. HER MOST DISGUSTING FACE. Her face looked angrier and more disgusting than before. I was shocked, i thought, what did i do wrong? Then i realized, she was stuck in between my chair and the chair of the person who was sitting behind me. -.-" thats why, don't be angry, being angry will make you fat faster than others. and this is the effect :D Eventually she left. phewwwwww. Oh ya i remembered Jaimee scolded us , like , " just a word, please wear your uniform properly" just because she was jealous. She felt jealous that Can can and Mela greeted Mdm Suhaila but not her. Thats the effect of being too scary and mean to people. Suddenly, i remembered Newton's Third Law : Force occurs in pairs. When there's force applied, there'll always be reactant force :D hahaha, hope you get what i mean. anyway, i hoped i entertained you guys :D heeeeeheeeee.

oh ya the BBQ is brought forward to tomorrow evening, i guess.
but i still can't attend anyway, i have CCA :D
Guides, please be punctual tomorrow as tomorrow it might be the last time the sec4s are with us :( I surely will miss them when they're gone. urh, yea i was interviewed by them yesterday O.O" LOL!
Okay, shall end off here. Seeya peeps.

2008-05-14T06:31:00.000-07:00

Hi world! Today is so unloved! Went back to school again, and receive scripts.
Horrible sheets of papers. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee. To cut long story short, we got back many many papers today, such as POA, Amaths, Emaths 1, Chinese composition, English situational writing, Chemistry (without the essay section), and Physics. :D All was moderately done but i'm like damnnnnnnnnnnnn down because of my Maths. eeeeeeeeeeeeee.

what happened to my stupid brain during Maths exams? i wasn't being me, it just feels like it wasnt me who did it. my maths standard yo! what happened to you? argggggghhhhhhhhhh.
felt like tearing all the pages of the scripts. : okay. POA was like cool? 99 uh. & i felt like so happy about my physics. I passed that super crazy paper (: thanks God.
Chemistry was so-so :D hahaha. felt proud of MCQ = 27/30 :D
I passed my Chinese! urm, not all, but at least for the composition part. Chances of failing paper two is as high as 100%.cause only 20% of the cohort passed that.Chloe&I know that ^^ i shall be prepared for that."Be prepared!" thats like GG's motto. My English situational writing has improved too. woooooooooo. don't be too complacent, its just mid year! i'll work hard till O'level' :D anyways, tomorrow we'll be getting back Chinese paper & SS i guess. The failing day :D

2008-05-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

dear blog, i feel like posting in indo today. urm, well i'm sorry if you don't understand. but believe me, its just an expression of myself about today, not badmouthing anyone. if you don't believe, you can try asking any indonesian to translate this to you.

Oh Tuhan, mengapa ku harus merasa seperti ini? Apakah perasaan ini sebenarnya?
Apakah ini menandakan masih adanya kemungkinan untuk kita untuk seperti dulu lagi? Apakah ini bertanda bahwa hatiku masih berdebar untuknya? Aku hanyalah seorang manusia biasa dengan tidak sedikit kekurangan, aku bukan manusia sempurna atau robot yang canggih. Aku tak bisa melupakan kenangan masa lalu. Kenapa aku harus cemburu tentang mereka jika ku sudah bisa melupakanya? Kenapa ku tak bisa merelakan mereka?
Tetapi ku percaya, di setiap masalah, pasti ada solusi, karena Tuhan tidak akan pernah memberi pencobaan yang melebihi kemampuan anak anaknya. Terima kasih Tuhan, karena Engkau telah berbicara melalui hamba2 mu tadi. Aku percaya, Tuhan, Engkau tak akan pernah meninggalkan ku sendirian.

Okay. whatever. :D i felt much better now. basically, urm, went out with Agnes and Lis (L)
to VIVOCITY the loved! it has been like half year since the last time i've been there. nostalgia~
firstly, went to the highest level of the mall, and went to Pet Safari shop. Anyway, saw many dogs. There was one dog which almost chased me. I hated it. Everytime i see a dog, it will somehow chase me. *bad memories in Bali* thats why i hate dogs. Anyway, met old friends James and Zuokuan. Both grew so tall like i don't know what. Nothing much anyway. urm yea then went to Daiso. bought sprinkles sprinkles for my rice ! love it. Its so lovely.
After that, went to Infamous and Lisa bought her shoes. her shoes was so cool. so many nice shoes there & i loved one pink adidas shoes there. i guess it's kinda limited edition or what, since i never seen it anywhere except for there. OH. (L)! but my mommy said, NO MORE SHOES, ESPECIALLY SCHOOL SHOES. so i guess i have to go for some part time job or whatever to earn me enough amount of money for the shoes. sounds unworthy uh? O.O
Oh yea then went down to Candy Empire. I tell you, after reading this, immediately go there and buy the confectionaries! Most of them are on sales and they have alot of promotions :) of course, i didnt waste any minute once i see the "offers" signs :D shopped!
then ate ate ate. shopped. bought belt and earrings and stuff. :D the belt is loved! i want it for myself, but too bad, it has to be given away. TT nothing much.
SEEYA peeps :D
tomorrow = papers come back = worst day. i shall bring tissue.

2008-05-12T03:03:00.001-07:00

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star, would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart..
Not because of who I am. But because of what you've done. Not because of what I've done. But because of who you are.
thanks God for everything. thanks for taking care of me all this while although i'm nothing important in this world. thanks for brightening and lighting my heart :)

just another random day. finished exams officially. i suddenly felt very down after the geography class. i don't know if its because of the marks or whatever. :( but well. thanked God that some people accompanied me when i was waiting for the PSLs. they talked to me and this kinda cheered me up indirectly.but i guess they didnt knew that i was like, down? anyway, still, thanks Jesslyn, Clarence, and Benjamin 3e4 :)

went to ate mcdonalds breakfast with Dione the goldfish, candies, lisa and jess. cancan, lisa and i had mcmuffin with egg i guess? ate and laughed and ate and laughed. :) went with lisa and jess to orchard
and thestomachache after eating lunch TT aaaaaaaaaaaaa. this is the worst thing which can actually happen to you in orchard. i guess i have to go for it. so we rushed to wheelock just for the toilet cause i think cineleisure's toilets aren't great O.O. after done we went back cause didnt feel like shopping alrd. so hahaha. pooooofffffff we went back :(

i hope you guys have some fun in bbq :)
seeya on wednesday and prepare for the greatest shock of your life : the papers

2008-05-09T19:08:00.000-07:00

MYE are over yo! (excludes physics 1 TT). Happy new semester ahead, i shall say, urm not literally, but well, because MYEs are supposed to mark the end of the semester right? LOVELY <3
well. exams are the happiest period of the year cause you get to go home really early and you can sleep and eat and eat and sleep and then begin your revision. well maybe not exactly, but that was what i did :) i should say that this year's MYE are ok, overall lah.
SS is a sure-fail subject to me, so, seeya!
Chinese paper was easier than the first test :) i think this time round, i won't fail as badly as the 1st test (F9) but, chances of failing are still quite high since i totally damn screwed my letter writing :[ ok we move on,
English was pretty alright, considering that urm, i never studied for English ( but how do you study anyway?)
Amaths was easier than expected. i think it was easier than textbooks' revision, hopefully, an A1 :) but careless mistakes = no A1 :( i prefer a tough paper though, because it will really test your ability in that subject. :O
POA was easy easy. hahaha. balanced all the accounts yo ^.^
Chemistry paper 1 was another easy paper, though it was Mrs Singh who set the paper. When i saw her name appeared i went like " ****" but it was alright, Thank God.
Chemistry paper 2 was quite alright but it was urmm, tricky? hopefully i wasnt careless. :) Emaths 1 & 2 were kinda easy too :) but i knew for both papers' last questions, my answers were wrong cause it was different from the rest.TT
Geography was okay. i produced 3 pages full of crap :) hahaha. anyway , i chose the topic i didnt really study so my 3 pages are like lack of content? TT hope miss koh understands.
Physics PHYSICS PHYSICS! PHYSICS 2 was hard like i don't know what lah. but I swore it was really tough and tricky and hard and every word which means the same as hard can be used to describe it! ohhhhhh. i think i'm gonna fail it :( shit the physics. and what, Mr Goh said it was still 65% of the TRUE paper. Felt like dropping it la. now im left with paper 1 :) i'll do well in paper 1 ! I WILL!!!! :) LOL.

anyway yesterday was loved :) after like 100000000000 gazillion years of not going out to Orchard PROPERLY just for shopping ( cause i always walk pass orchard to go church ), i went there :) many things seemed to have changed and i could no longer find my way around. Thank God i wasn't alone, Sera felt the same way too :D but well, our tourguide of the day was : CHLOE TAN WEI YI ! hahaha. we went around to urm shop, but not exactly shop, cause we didnt buy anything much for ourselves. oh. in Wisma Atria, we met Calista, Yuling & Sam with baloons. LOL. hmmm. yea despite the fact that Sera was having a bad cough and Chloe wasn't feeling that good too, they had a Mango dessert. haiyo. like that how to recover? anyway, not long after , i, bought FRIED MARS BARS lovely<3 oh then we went to look around for ......
and we found it and we bought it :) wooooooo hahaha.. ok then umm, Sera went home at 6+?
:( not exactly home, but, yea she went back la cause she had to go for dinner. say goodbye! hahaha. but chloe and i stayed. we looked around taka and well, got something for ourselves. chloe bought animal notebooks while i got myself a file cause the file's just so cool. It is green on the outside, and black on the inside lovely! :) ok and then we went home.

i realized my maid left no food for my dinner cause she thought that i would eat outside so i got myself cup noodles and strawberry milk for dinner. the 830ml bottled milk of the brand MEIJI :D its so lovely! so long since i last drank it. i think the last time i drank it was like last year? so nice. i finished half bottle yesterday :-# and 1/4 of what remains, today. so basically.. i'm left with very little amount of milk for monday :( milk is loved (L)

anyway i shall get a new blogskin. i am bored with my current blogskin. hmmm, i wanted to make my own blogskins with my own pictures and photographs, but i don't know how. well? urm... but even after i know how to, i don't think i'll ever make one cause i'm plainly too lazy :S

i shall do physics tys after lunch :) enjoy people :D

2008-05-08T02:35:00.000-07:00

yo people yo! i'm damn depressed now. the depression of a schoolkid :(

i did so badly for physics paper 2, like, can i even pass the paper? no one knows. i mean, its seriously a big jump la. the tests were easy, but for exam, cranky questions which ask you to explain this and that just appeared out of nowhere? this is like so TT i just want to pass, please, let me pass and maybe get 50+? but once again, fat hope :( ohhhh i just want to pass , God.. let me pass let me pass let me pass! anyway, i m gonna chiong this weekend, do as much practice as possible, cause i don't wanna flunk physics totally. i dont want an underline for science, please.

geography was cool :) but urm, i had super bad time management i should say, like the first 15 minutes or so was spent staring at the questions, trying to make up my mind on which one i should choose. and when i have alrd chosen 1, i did halfway and i was stuck at a map question, so i decided not to carry on, thus i did question 2. a question on something i never really studied on. oh well but i produced 3 pages though, so hehehe.. i'm clinically proven to be full of rubbish. hopefully, after seeing my 3 pages full of rubbish, Ms Koh's heart would melt and she would start to award pity marks for me,....dream on la.

i'm still feeling so damn down. i can't start on my chemistry and emaths. i'm still too depressed. although its over but i still think about it so much even when i was taking a nap just now. i feel like hugging someone and just cry on his/her shoulder seriously. mom please come here. i feel damn shitty, :( if i keep feeling like this, i won't feel like studying chemistry, which means, i'll not do well tomorrow. omg. another subject going down the drain.. stefy, wake up! its over! start studying. i shall slap myself. i have to study for chemistry. i don't wanna flunk another science TT all the best tomorrow ppl :)

2008-05-05T03:04:00.000-07:00

heyya. ok. my blog can be said as urm, unattractive to most people during examinaton period. but oh well. whatever :) shall update with the breaking info.
hmmmmm A-maths was suprisingly crappily oh-kay. when i saw Miss See's name appeared in the setter's column, i started to tremble with fear, but the 1st question changed my life. LOL!
hopefully i can score above 70, but it's so fat hope cause i'll be damn careless :(
ok, back to life.
um, have been reading my classmates' blogs during the exams period. I can't believe it, they're like so hardworking~ i felt like total slacker. but well, their blogs are the motivators of me to study , because after seeing their blogs, i'll somehow be motivated to study, thus i'll study :D heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
back to life again. life's like great! school ended at urm, 10.30 today due to amaths. after that lisa, agnes , simin and i headed to the library. i tuitioned simin physics on moments of force :D felt so proud of myself. i think i can be a good physics tutor. oh puked blood. well, simin,you must get A1 and make me proud ok!!!!
ok. i shall eat dinner and study POA after this. then i shall try to touch on chemistry a little tiny weeny bit. Science is love <33333
All the best , frens!

2008-04-30T04:45:00.000-07:00

heyya peeps. happy exams.
i know exam period is never a happy period. well but for me i guess it is :)
i feel slacker that exams have started, its like almost after every paper, i'll go out to tpc with candies :) hahaha, when you are all worked up studying with amaths or whatever, i'm here loitering in tpc . heheheeeeee. okay so basically, never really expect good msg from me :) cause ima gonna disappoint you!

anyways, done with two papers finally. urm, well maybe three, literally :)SS was kinda okay except for the essay part where i went to talk about all the examples of what Government has done for us bluh bluh bluh and not stating the factors. i'll definitely fail the essay section, but hopefully my "very-good" inference may help me to pass the whole paper which is upon 25 TT
Chinese, is obviously, a hopeless subject, thus i shouldn't go about talking about it. Letter writing was obviously, deadly but i think i'll pass zuowen :) cause the story i wrote is based on TRUE story. urm, but it depends on the examiners who mark the scripts too :) Being able to complete Paper 2 in an hour and 20 minutes was totally unexpected! Thanks God for this. Thanks for Kek too, who gave me tips in time management. it works alright :) overall it was ok, easier than the first test, obviously, but no guarantee to pass. well maybe i'll fail borderlinely, but don't be a pessimist , stefy!

okay, i think this should be the end of the post. i'm gonna do.. emaths now. maths excites me at all time. :) i have to start revising, start practicing! i have to pass the rest of the subjects since i quite screwed the first two. i have to score A for the maths and especially sciences! here i come!!!!!!!

2008-04-26T22:41:00.000-07:00

hi everyone. i'm back. finally yes, back to blogging. i almost forgotten that i actually own a blog :S geez. so sorry bloggy.

anyway, exams are just next week and i still can't get myself to like the new studying schedule i made for myself, so .. basically, i sort of disobeyed my own "rule". it seems like everytime i try to get myself to stare at my new best friends, the books and the tys, my mind starts to wander off. its always like that. how i wish i can get someone to slap my brain everytime it starts to walk away. slap it once to wake it up. slap it twice to bring it back to work. slap it thrice and i'll assure you i'll slap you back.

hmmmmm. currently, i've been slacking. like the only revision i ve done was like for the two maths, poa and the sciences. Actually, didnt really revise POA, because the ONLY thing i did was completing the past year MYE paper. :D the same goes for both maths too :D heee hee so lets NOT call it revision then. As for chinese, my worst subject, i kinda like gave up. i felt that there's no point in revising it anymore? so i just memorized the paper one formal letter writing format and i shall call it my chinese revision. i'm utterly disappointed with my chinese, and whenever i see my chinese file's contents, it will just bring me to tears on how badly i fail it. if i fail mid year, i shall get my mom to write a letter to allow me to take Chinese "B" or well, better still, drop it. :(

i wanna kill my throat and my nose for having so much mucus in it. that at a rate of 1 piece of tissue wasted per ten minutes it would just drip out. eeewwwwwwwww its gross to have flu again. oh boy where did i go wrong until i have to suffer like this during the exams period?

Ten things during exams period.
1. Book a ticket to indo
2. Buy alotttttt of healthy snacks. i repeat, HEALTHY. not flu-causing :)
3. Buy many pens , especially for SS and geog papers.
4. Revise, obviously, like duh.
5. Sleep well for 8 hours/day.
6. Eat ice cream when i think i flunk a paper instead of crying myself to sleep.
7. But before number 6 happens, make sure i study well ,no regrets ok :D and i have to recover from my flu first :)
8. Study in some fast food resto when studying at home bores me.
9. Eat proper meal and NEVER skip breakfast ever again
10. get all the 9 things done :D

Anyway, peeps, do revise well for the exams! (: i shall not post again unless.............................

2008-04-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

yo whassup? random post.
suddenly felt like posting so here you go :D
although i laughed alot today, i still cant get over it :(
i'm still depressed depressed depressed. just faking a smile i guess. bleahhhhhh.
hopefully i would be fine by tomorrow.. hiiiikks thats life i guess. yea.
hmmmmmmmmpppfhhhhhhhhhh.
this week overall was okay.
during pd on monday, hueimin and i led the Pt O_O
although it was fun, it sure was tiring. we had to shout like gazillion times to get their attention and it was irritating >.< yea i guess. well hopefully next pd is nt gonna be the last pd because im sure gonna miss the sec4s :(
anyway, just had amaths test. did one stupid careless mistake. but well everything is already done. shall let fate decide :D
mommy i wanna go back to indo :(

2008-04-09T08:29:00.000-07:00

hello. i deleted the previous post. :) because i felt better now. well i have no idea but i am starting to love red thats why i kept using red :)
hee heee. this week was a busy week for all sec 3s, either they have lsps/tests/loads of homework. yea. not that much different to me though.
lotsa things to do. too many that i couldnt start my revision. oh boy i did regret alot! i should have started revision like gazillion days ago when i was more free. now do i even have time? nope. but i'll try, i'll try. my guardian just came in and pressurised me. she said my academic was no good and i had to improve my chinese. then at the same time, my mom called me and said that i shouldnt be too stressed. well?
this few days i had high metabolism rate i think. i ate so much. i ate like every now and then and i thought i gained like 2 kg this month? well. hopefully not.
another random topic, congrats for those in choir who got their posts! well you all really deserved it and candies please dont resign urself cause i'm sure u fit that job well! i think 3e2 has many cca leaders. depressingly, i still have not known mine but i dun think i'll get any. i think i'm still alil too childish to be a leader myself, so how to guide a junior? no one knows till friday which is just like 2 more days away.
oh ya and i had been having very frequent moodswing. i guess its the time of the month again. shucks. oh ya girls i got something to tell you all, this is what i received from my friend's cousin and this is no joke!
when you have your menses, do not drink cold water or icey drinks. research proved that this could leave some "supposedly to be shed uterus lining" on the uterus after 5-10 months. this is unhealthy and can lead to uterus cancer or sterility!
seeya guys around!

2008-04-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

heyya. i felt better now.
emotionally, and physically better.
thanks to agnes, chloe, candies the burping confectionary,& the rest <3
finally, my diarrhoea is gone. i got diarrhoea on friday& i felt vomit-ly. i guess cause i drank coke after like
100000000 years of not taking coke. wah lao. damn lorh. i still have 1 more pet bottle of coke.
oh well. and after i drank the disgusting small pocai pills and flu tablets, i felt much better. i slept
like pig for 10 hours + on friday. and today i slept another 2 hours. oh it felt so nice. :D
another reason not to start my mye revision! well. yea fyi the timetable it up in moodle alrd!
but i don't see a-maths paper 2? well maybe mr ng forgot to set O.O hahaha.
hahahahahahaha. people i tell you something. u shouldn't slack like me okay? work hard!
dont sleep so much! countdown to mid year is like 20+ more days i suppose. jiayou 3e2 :D

2008-04-02T07:37:00.001-07:00

hay people. i'm back. and i'm pissed. well i'm very irritable these few days, no idea why too. please, if you see me. PLEASE don't irritate me this goes especially to yiying okay. i am really in a point of time where i'm confused, sad, irritated, angry and all stuck up. bye to this stupid reality. i wanna live alone where there are no bad stuff. i wanna go heaven.

2008-04-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

i wanna sleep. i'm so tired. but i feel like posting.
10 sad things.
chemistry project is killing me. :(
yellow is ignoring me :(
i am fifteen now :(
this week is my healthy week so cannot drink bb tea at all :(
i am going to gym weekly now :(
i have to study now :(
i don't wanna fail my chinese now :(
i heard that there's physics test coming now :(
i just passed the physics online test :(
i havent studied for the chinese idioms test :(
10 happy things
my school fees have been reduced to 22$/month from 146/month! :)
i'm getting IC soon :)
i got 34/40 for my chemistry test :)
i drank orange juice today :)
i will have poa lesson tomorrow and that makes my day :)
finally, a SPA for this week :)
this week there's a class party yo! everyone of 3e2 please come its free of charge :)
my skirt has been fixed :)
my mom's sending me more money soon :)
international friendship day is coming soon :)
so? i'm neutralized :

bck from the camp!

2008-03-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

yo! i'm back from teh camp. love the camp. it's the best and the slackest yet the rockest camp!
hahahah. i dont really wanna go in details though, cause it'll take me damn shitty long time to complete!

oh ya. firstly, i wanna thank you all, 3e2.. for being there with me supporting me through the whitewater rafting, caving and CIP!<33333
and of course for the suprise thingy . i was really happy about the celebration. i was shocked and touched too that i cried. actually i thought that ppl would juz come in and visit me and say happy bday. well yea brenda,the 2 chloes, starnia, sarah,agnes, jolyn, mela,candies, and more girls came in while i was eating my bday cake frm mdm suhaila. OH MY GOSH. i was alrd super touched that they rmbad xD then suddenly i heard a knock. i think yiying opened the door and i saw other girls of 3E2. then agnes said that she saw frerry. i was like :O you muz be joking. i went outside and yes i saw him ! but not only him but the whole lot of the 3E2 guys. outside. singing me a bday song. tytytyty i was super touched can, normally guys shy2 one wont sing one lorh. i remembered last year i think during one of the girls bday, the 2e1 guys didnt even bother to sing or clap. but here they sang loudly :D good choir. and then sera chloe and shuying came in and sang me a bday song and gve me a bday cake. so cute lorh the cake :D they were like upset that they missed the official celebration but well i rewarded them with something i didnt give the rest = HUG :D of course lah. i cudnt be hugging the guys right? :D it was one of my best bdays! ty for ur presents too yiying, feli & the cat, and pohgek! hoooooyiiihaaaa :D
secondly, the bus trip was fun ! both sg-msia and msia-sg! but the trip to msia was better. i sat with brenda. we were surrounded by fun ppl. well infront of me was derrick the super secretary + jek the chewontechman. then beside them were pohgek and miss tan. beside us were mela the bad mau and candies the laughing confectionary! <3>
YELLOW YELLOW ! well white water rafting was fun. i nearly drowned at the initial stage. brenda was so caring she thought that i died there. she sure would miss me lots if i did die there.
but thankfully on my 2nd try i didn't drown.wahlaouu due to the drowning thingy i had to go with the tchers :X but they were fun though :D
miss fauziah was so funny lorh. :D she's so camera! oh ya i saw real oxbow lakes and menaders.i think i saw gorges too. well, so geog right? haha yiying was with me too. oh we fell down together and we hit the rock. but i didnt feel any pain though i thnk yiying suffered more. ok the lorry ride was fun too! may screamed like crazy person!
CIP at the asramah there. hmmm painted the wall. ok i practically stood in middle of frerry and kairong and thats when i realized that they were super tall. they could reach the unreachable parts of the wall whereas... me and the rest T.T oh ya i spoke indo language to the small kid there they understood! so happy! he even gave me chocolate! so sweet of the small kid. i want my boyfriend to always give me chocolates one <3>
THE YMCA HOsTEL. ohhh it really appeared like hotel for the girls but well. i dunno for the guys. oh ya i was with shahnas and yiying. they were really great roomates. :D we got a visit from a gigantic and blackish mr roach. omg it felt disgusting but well... it died a horrible death though. well. there was actually tv and aircons inside. can you believ that? the tv was like all /mostly in malay language. which means :D i was a translator at that moment of time. i help to translate the spongebob show from malay language to english and one more indo show too. shahnas and yiying were like so amazed and they felt HOLY after being able to understand the story plot :D well. yea thats why an indo is important in m'sia :D hahahah. oh ya the shower was cool lorh. its like hotel alrd. and shahnas got this admirer he kept wanting to go inside our room to shower but y2 and i dint allow him. :D:D:D cause i dun wan our bathing period to decrease.we sell fish lorh. 2nd night the feli and catty joined us.:D:D hahah food in YMCA was kinda ok. esp the breakfast. kinda nice. so long since i last had baked beans lah. <3>
CAVING IN GUA TEMPURUNG aka COCONUT CAVE (acc to can can)
yea. oh crap it was super tiring i really prefered WWR. but anyway, i didnt regret coming there and finish the whole thing though. the first section was kinda amazing. saw many natural stuff which were so cool. my buddy was shahnas :D hahahas. and we were like so concerned about the bat shitty thing. cause its just disgusting leh. oh ya erm i wanna say sry to the guys cause i kinda get them to trouble. but who asked them to scare me first huh? esp that SHIYUAN and NENGJIE but i swear nj really looked scary inside there. well heehee im super cowardy chicken man. oh ya while waiting for the slide to be available, kairong, derrick and i were playing our torchlights. so funny lorh. i realized that both were as crappy as me :D lol. oh yea the sliding part was scary but kinda fun. and the part where we kinda had to wade in the water. it was super scary. but once again fun! anyway the taller people such as ME :D hahaha had many injuries. but well feli still had more. she banged her head 4 times and claimed that 1+1= 3. she should drop maths immediately after seeing my post :D haha kidding la. i cried during the wet trip cuz it was super tough. having to squeeze thru the small space. i thought i would be stucked there forever. but of course no lah. the cheena teacher and geog teacher ms chen always supported me and helped me :D thanks i'll study for chinese and geog well teachers! LOL! ok. then after came out we had lunch . outdoor lunch . food was once again not so appetizing so i just ate the rice with curry nthing else. didnt even eat the chicken lorhs. T_T then we bathed. i was actully infront of mdm suhaila dan ms fauziah and the rest of the teachers. O.O knda feel pressurized when i bathed. and chloe so sexy one :D hahhaha. LOL! ok i think that should be it lah.
IMMIGRATION AND TOILET BREAKS. woohhooo immigration was fine. i thought that they're gonna ask me to show them my pr yellow cardie but not. well yea of course everything went well cuz my passport was brand new. i looked like myself :D
i went to the toilet like dont' know 1000000 times that bren said i was the best pee-er in the world she ever seen. OMG i m getting an award soon! <3>
i think that should be it.
CREDITS!
3E2! bus driver! tourguider mr aron! mdm suhaila! ms fauziah! ms chen! ms tan! the bus! the nomad adventure! the trasinex tour! the gua tempurung crew ! the wwr crew! the lifejackets! the raft! the torchlight batteries! the shopping centre jesco! the immigration ppl! woohhoo and more of course. i wanna sleep first.
oh ya i'm making ic next week. plz guide me i'm really confused i dunno what should i do? T_T

tmr is camp//

2008-03-25T04:01:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! boys and girls! men and women of all nations! pay attention! mwahahhahahaa i'm back again. shucks lah, i really feel very tired now. don't know why. by the way my concentration level has been going down, especially for emaths! u should ask may how many times i slept. its like everytime mr goh teaches, he's like sprinkling sleep dust or what everyone sleeps lorh, so its not OUR fault :D shit man emaths is damn hard now. i think the next subject i'll be failing is maths. then next is physics. hahahahaha.

suddenly i feel that i'm the world laziest person. omch. i haven't even revised any single thing this week. oh shucks. i have to pull up my damn ankle socksy or i'll fail stuff! aiyo. this week sec 3 camp. realy don't wanna go. but i'm gonna waste my $157!! somemore paid in cash lah. so heartbroken. why don't prs have edusave like hello, government? i stayed in singapore for like oh so long 4 yrs gonna be my 5th this year. basically 1/3 of my life so far or like what mr wong said in physics, never use fraction in expressing answers so its basically 33. 3(3.s.f.) % of my life so far. haighs. i have deprived teenhood i guess. by the way talking about physics, next week gonna have physics lsp AFTER our damn march sexy party. :D no choice everyone 'll have to go for the party hhahaha even that shiyuan :D the cca leader. heeeeeeeheeeeeeeheeeeee.
oh ya man suddenly i got my ic information letter. stupid i think i lost the letter xD ahhahaha. gonna spend another 50bucks man omcsh! dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee. gonna use my saving for ic i think cuz i dun wanna tell mama we have to pay for ic! she's so poor thing lorh,everything also she pays one. haighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. lol stop sighing stefy!

ok i'm gonna study chinese after this! i'm serious man!! no more f9 for my mid yeariee result please. i rly wanna pass it. hehehehehe
ok recent update. i just had dinner. guess what the chef served today.. FRENCHIE FRIES AND CURRY CHICKEN! omch. i was planning to start my 1st diet today but well i failed lah obviously. i ate like the whole big bowl of super salty (but nice) fries. i'm damn pissed with the chef lahh. is this purposely? okokok. whatever. i dunno already lah. i wanna read my damned cheena wksheet. i wanna pass chinese! i'm gonna pass! :D

2008-03-15T01:41:00.000-07:00

Hallo peeps :D Anyone miss me recently? LOL!
Holidays are coming to an end and my homework are not done yet! Yes man, congrats to me? Congratulate me people, or you’ll die!! >.< Hmmmm…
You know something… I’m like SICK throughout the whole 1 week of holiday. COOL RIGHT?
And it’s the same COMBINATION AGAIN, well lets talk in CHEMISTRY language. It’s the same MIXTURE again I suppose. It’s the Uhk+Acho+Ou again! What does it stand for?
It stands for element of Uhuk Uhuk = Cough, element of Achooo = Sneeze = Influenza , and also of the Ouchmythroathurts. Oh ya, and of course not forgotten, the enzyme, which acts as the catalyst, FEVER!! It alters my body without getting itself being changed chemically ( I saw it leaving my body !!! :P ) okokok stop talking rooster. But I’m feeling much better. :D no more fever like what I told you :D no more sore throat but still abit of cough cough and atchoo atchoo. They sure are strong polyatomic molecules o.O” I got MC so I’m gonna be on a medical leave PERMANENTLY! Kidding lah. I mean, from Monday to Tuesday only. So you don’t have to miss me that much :D YES no need see geog tchers anymore :D but I want geography T_T
By the way, let me tell you abit of my holiday storyJ I’m now in Surabaya, my modern-style kampoeng. Why issit named Surabaya? Cause BAYA stands for BUAYA = Crocs. :O and Sura is somekinda fish. O.O basically the symbol is one crocodile trying to eat some flying fish -.-‘
Oh my gosh. Sucha crappy symbol :D hahahas. Oh ya man, I’ve been eating to the maximum! Finally gotta taste superrrrrrrrrrrr nice food here <3 cause in Singapore, the only “edible” and “suitable” food is WINGS! Sometimes, can be as big as rooster’s , but sometimes, can be as small as its chick’s o.O” :D
Oh ya by the way, my mom’s bday today <33333333
Happy birthday mommmyy dearr <3333333333
Finally turned 38. OMG. Soon catching up with daddy’s age le, so old T_T and guess what, today my aunt came to my house and gave away present. NOT TO MY MOM BUT TO ME T_T this suddenly reminds me of how near I ‘m to 15!!!
Shirrrttttyyyyy !!!!! I am like so old ( but nvm daddy’s still the oldest XD) ohhh yeahhhhh !!!
I shall end here :D I got nthing else to say.
Goodie news! Getting SOMETHING real soon <33333

i'm back.

2008-02-28T05:04:00.000-08:00

hello boys and girls. women and men and all the viewers of my holy blog.welcome back. it has been 6 days and i've decided to update again!! *applauses* recently many tests have been returned. this was the most critical part of my life. my maths results were like shit. i told my mom about that and she had absolutely no comment. i guess she's angry and disappointed. sorry mom for being so slack. i cant stand it. i'm trying to overcome the temptation. its like really wth? my roomates play computer and watch dramas like practically 24/7? and i live with them.how to not be influenced? but at least I DONT WATCH drama. oh k. whatever. i really pray that i'm gonna be the one who INFLUENCES them not THEM who influence me. arghhh whatever.... i'm getting like slacker slacker slacker. pull my socks up someone. i don't wanna be the last in class. T_T my class peeps study like madness. haighhhh.... this is why i'm looking forward to the holidays! ok. hmmmmm hahaha i got full marks again, for POA :D ooooo.. and mrs lai's gonan give us suprise test. hopefully its next wednesay, not FRIDAY. cuz i wun be coming to school. oh crappppp. i'm really terrified. if i dont sit for that surprise test and i have no MC, i'll be awarded zero T_T i rellie hv something urgent on that day lorh, so i wun b coming to school at all. i'm gonna miss the january babies party. the party i organized and i'm in charge of, also cannot go. shit la really. i really hope mdm suhaila can change d day .. cause i wanna go man.
ok. today band performed during assembly. omg so nice lorh, the gwen stefani song. and the harry potter one. sounds rellie like the original one o.O and felicia is attracted to the mr conductor. wooooooooooots derrick is getting jealous le. LOL!
oh i'm also incharge of the notice board. i'm rellie blank. dunno what to do with it. ppl plz suggest smthing kk? O.O Oh crap. hmmmm tomorrow three periods of maths. time to die. i dislike maths now. i kinda prefer science now. watever. maybe its because of the result. yea. by the way nthing much to say . bye

2008-02-22T03:51:00.000-08:00

YO peeps. TGIF! know what it stands for? THANKS GOD ITS FRIDAY! oohooy! i can play my pizza frenzy gamey. oh my, it rocked my socks to the innermost of the core! whahahaha; but sadly, i'm gonna be so busy on saturday cuz of the guides thinking day and maybe dinner with my fellow 2e1 mates :) and i'm booked on SUNDAY. OOOOO... my homework and "revision" for geography.... arghhhhhh die.i needa study my geography... hmmm urhh, okay chloe&calista didnt even bring their geog books home.. erm so congrats? maybe i'll bring geog book tomorrow so that they can study? ooohh. okays. yes this week's review.. erm many stuff happened this week. such as... urmmm... AMATHS test... kinda eazy but got first qns wrong O.O" then next we have POA file checking& group competition:D i'm one of the person who helped mrs lai. ohh hahahahs. i wanna share to u the enjoyment of being one of the holiest people :D hahahahs. i checked many ppl's file :D such as.. chloe,sera,yuanbo,arsyad,ezra,andy...ermmm and many more :D but i especially feel super bad to ezra cause i feel that i'm very cruel to him :) hahahs so sry okay ^^ yea like what shiyuan said you went to the wrong person for filecheckin'. LOLS. ok and then on wednesday we had poa group competition test which will go into our marks for CA !! guess who's in my group? first and for most,HAIYIN :D n then chiong kwan(sp?), kahleong and ezra. wahahaha... i was really ROFL ROFL ROFL ROFL but i cant roll on the floor during poa, so i just laughed like madness. SOME guy is so funny :D hahaha.. ok ok enough of that, we got the highest:D yay we rocked! lols. okie, then next came physics the stupid test. i anyhow did so many qns... chloe and i were super sure that we fail so at least i wont fail alone. but then chloe ah, somehow she'll pass one..(: but as for me i don't know. i crapped so much for the behind part. woohoooooooo.. sure to fail the 3rd page yea:D or maybe the whole paper O_O POA TEST IS EASY :D oh yeas i may not be able to pass physics but i'm confident with my POA ty GOD manzzz... at least He made one paper easier thn physics'. ^^ oookkk.. oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh... i am like freaking confused and in a dilemma now now now.
i have 3 qns now anyone answer?
who ah who ah who ah? why muz things be like this?what should i do to get out of this shit?
i dun wanna be like this i cnt concentrate in my studies and i'll die manz T_T

2008-02-17T05:57:00.000-08:00

HEYYLOW peeps. yea. finally another post okay?
are you glad that there's another post? hmmm. well its now like 17th of february. 3 more weeks to my march holidays! i dunno why i m really looking forward to that holidays. i guess i'm really tired of my damn sec 3 life in s'pore here. i needa break, someone, please gimme one. i desperately need one. i know that as time passes, situations change, and we need adaptations and to start it all over again its not easy.. you see, i'm like sick of it. every monday, we've to stayback for maths lsp till like 4 plus. then tuesday and wednesday till 3. thursday is my only free day as friday i have cca till evening. i cant take naps. i cant loiter around tpc and have lunch with friends outside on weekdays. homework are piling up. this thursday i'm gonna have 3 tests. sometimes i feel that i kinda regret taking pure science. it should be the same as combined jus that the questions are more difficult right? like... if i predict my life 10 years from now on, will i be like doctor or a physicist or a chemist? no right ? so why i take that? no one knows. i guess its cause of peer pressure and urm, maybe seniors pressure. whatever o.O i just hope i'll do as well as them in olevel :) oh ya... urm nowadays i feel very that i've been slacking like madness, going around orchard slacking doing nothing eating out. oh my gosh someone help me.. i'm getting influenced and i'm becoming bad again... haissss.. someone save me from getting into trouble pleaseeeee...~
lets change topic. oh yea i have got nothing to say already. the rest shall be bottled up inside me. hahas seeya

lols

2008-02-14T07:01:00.000-08:00

happy belated chinese new year! happy valentine's day! don't feel like typing much

cny holidays

2008-02-09T06:52:00.000-08:00

YO people. hahahs i finally blogged again. oh man i should be sleeping now but instead, i'm like
here posting some crappy stuff to make my damn boring blog alive. yea. ok.
chinese new year holidays are supposed to be the time you go visiting your relatives, wishing them xin nian kuai le, and going for reunion dinner. it doesnt happen to me though :D
this year chinese new year was like .. okay i should start from wednesay :D
WEDNESDAY. school celebrated chinese new year and it kinda went well until the part when some people actually spoiled the fun by popping the poppers out prematurely. i thought the concert was over but no. i realized bty is getting richer and richer :) more programmes this year for chinese new year yea. oh ya then when the god of wealth threw chocolate coins, i got 2 :D ahahahs. so prosperous year for me ? o ya . the three musketeers aka dione mel and candies laughed like crazy during one of the performances. i wonder why. i didn't even find it funny at all? o hhaha. i remembered something suddenly :D yep, i fished out my donation card (gg one) from my pockets and started asking people for donation. can't help it i'm so last minute, cause like i felt lazy. yep. erm lets see.. the donater.. or issit donors? whatever. they were sera, kelvin, felicia, mel, kat and shuying . yep. thank yew people :D:D:D:D haahhas. still needa find more:D
yea, like that lorh :D then after that went to botak jones with dione, hueiminnie, candies, and mel but then like erm... it wasnt opened yet, so they ate eggs o_O i don't know how to say.. ermm yea the eggs did look disgusting though ~~ so i didnt order. after that we went seperate ways. dione went to meet her beloved rgps friends, mel went home i think? hueminnie went to her primary school? yea and candies and i went home ^.^ i changed, slept, ate, drank and then after that met candies again :D went for CNY clothes hunting. actually not really much of a clothes hunting to me but more to candies :D yea. but in the end didnt find any shirt for her. o.O thats why she felt so sad.. hmmm.. then dione came and i guess it made her worse cuz she got shirt, flats, rubberbands and somemore stuff? yea... awwww damn sad right...
THURSDAY. ok. i didnt remember much as it wasnt a very significant day. i was like practically smsing every single relative i have in Singapore but none replied. kinda disappointed. but maybe i should have called, but i didnt really bother. In the afternoon Fillianie, Julia and I went to eat LONGJOHNSILVERS <3.>
FRIDAY. i think i went to candies house. or was it on Thursday? aww. i don't know.. but well in her house we kinda watched film. its called gossip girl. O.O but i came only at the ending of the story. so o.O yea i didnt really get the story. { hey , i think its on Thursday :D } oh then i think thats all. as for today, it was kinda boring. i went to library for no reason. i mean, well i was just trying to find a different environment cause i was so sick till i can vomit out my boringness at home. oh i hope my parents were here. life would be mush easier. walao, the library was damn noisy after a group of gangster went in. its not really gangster la, but still. urhhhh. as the environment became bad again i went out. -.- i went to NTUC and do some "replenishing stock" activity. oh lets see i bought a 1.5l pokka green tea again ^^ ( its a monthly thing.), tuna with mayonnaise sprea OMG ITS SO FREAKING NICE. BUY IT ITS AYAM BRAND IT ONLY COSTS $2.01. and and kraft cheese spread. and and i almost forgot. TISSUE. F.Y.I, i bought tissue cause my house is currently facing TISSUE CONSTRAINT issue. o.O pathetic. i think there'r tissue eaters in my house. ohh yep. i think thats all for like this week. please pray for me cause i'm dying .. so many tests next week (luckily i'm not in history elect or i'll have one more test to go :D) urhh kay. lets see, some gentle reminders for 3e2ists..
On Monday 11 of Feb, we're supposed to hand in our English assignment *the speech thingy to Miss Tan and we're also reminded to each bring a significant item of our own for the PC game on tuesday and hand them to Mdm Suhaila. Also, we're reminded to bring our writing rites for English lesson
On Tuesday 12 of Feb, there will be a Chemistry test after our English extra lesson at 3. it will probably take half an hour or so. There will be an English spelling test for everyone, and we're to hand in our spontaneous writing's newspaper worksheet and our "more than words" task. o.O"
On wednesday 13 of Feb, there would be an A-Maths test on chapter 2, surds, indices and logarithms. We 'll also be having an English reading test on "FAT BOY SWIM" book. For POA students, do expect a suprise test somewhere next week :D from wed-fri .no guarantee that there would be a test, but my instinct tells me so :D:D:D
On Thursday 14 of Feb, which is (good news for couples) valentine's day where you can express your love to your loved ones. :D for my admirers, (if there's even any HAHAHA), do give me chocolates cause i'll eat it . LOL! kidding guys please dont vomit blood. :D we're supposed to report to school @ 11.30 am for the SDC outing. do bring snacks along to share because no meals will be provided (as stated in the consent form). Do expect to go home at around 6 thus please delay your whatever planned dates with your loved ones ;D
Last but not least, on Friday 15th of Feb, it will be a TOTAL DEFENCE DAY. yeah, and we'll celebrate it with two tests, namely PHYSICS and SOCIAL STUDIES. Physics test will be on chapter 1 & 2 while social studies test will be on Singapore Governance's chapter 2.
Well, i think thats all for next week. :D yea and kindly bring $3 for the farewell party. You see, we're paying off our LIABILITIES to MELISSA and CHLOE. omg. some POA students :D:D:D
ahhahaha.so our assets cash minus $3 each person. waahahahhahaahhas.
SEEYA PEEPS. do tag my tagboard or it'll rot with maggots.

2008-01-24T06:07:00.000-08:00

heyya peeps of all the world. i know you all miss me and its so sad not to see me blogging often yea? don't worry audience, its not that stefy became very nerdy and starts doing TYS
and do notes or whatever. cause i'm just stuck in a pile of damn mountaneous homework.
ohh ya just some updates. i have had POA test just now and it sucked. i wrote like so many concepts wrongly.. yea so people who think that they would fail,... relax.. theres more people to accompany you all. by the way, i'm starting to love 3E2 :) yea.. well people who think TOO FAR would probably think that i have fallen in love with some damn guy in my class but no :D
cause i feel my class has been very lively. many funny things happened. like i mean, people slept and people ate and people sms and people do things they're not supposed to do in class. i didnt see that in 2e1 at all except for the people eating part cause i ate too ^^ yea.
well my class is getting lively now and people from 2e1 have been mixing around with last year e2 , e3 and e4 peeps. which is duh.. GOOD :D hahhaha and then i realized that i found my super crappy partner who talks rubbish MORE than me.. who is BRENDA NG who sits behind me..
clap clap clap.. i find a girl who smiles all the time ( so cnt rellie tell when she's feeling unwell o.O) her name is MIAOYING :D (meowzz.. lols) and then erm my ex kcs friends KATHERINE aka cat-eats-shiet , SHUYING the faithful girl who faithfully helps Brenda in maths when she's in doubt (: , FELICIA, who talks rubbish alot too ( guess its because she got infected by brenda's virus o.O, JUNYING, who is miaoying faithful partner, YONGKUI, some guy who thought that i had a bright future being a bank manager *TYTYTY* , and DERRICK, the secretary guy who faithfully helps frerry when in doubt. lol yea did i miss out anyone? nope i think. ohya that BRYAN. -.- no comment since he has been in the same klass as me for the past 2 years.
OH ok. yea lets talk about another thing (for people who dont get featured in this post, please do not be disappointed, you have an equal chance to win 100000$ and a kiss from me too xD whahah kiddingzz) HOMEWORK. i have tonnes of it! or billion of it! or gazillion of it!
i don't know how i'm seriously gonna survive until olevel comes and go.
everyone is studying now and i'm like slacking my way with my damn com?
ok. yea man. i have to buck up. i failed english and this is serious. if i fail el in olevel thats it.
all of my hopes will be shattered down the drain and i'll have no bright future..
T_T so sad... don't worry mommy, i'll pull up my damn socks and show you that i can do it..
wooaaaaa. it seemed so easy to say it , but hard to do.
lets move on.
lets look at today's schedule. well we had emaths today in the morning and sadly... mr ng scolded people again. emaths was pretty easy so far and so does amaths. but i don't know when it comes to exams ... would it be this easy?
and anyway went to library with simin and agnes but simin said she was waiting for a particular person whom i think is her bf. :D hahahas so end up agnes and i did our hw in library. ^^ so long never talk le hor, so many things to talk. we made library like a market or our own :D
omg her damn life in 3e3 sounds so fun man. hahahas and now she's quite close to a particular guy but well i'm nt gonna say it out. yea hahaha all the best xD hahahahs anyway its been good seeing her in 3e3 always very happily talking to peeps and she doesnt rellie like .. erm complain about her klass compared to last year.. cause last year i think life was terrible for her.. hmm yea lols.. and then reached home and tried to sleep but i failed to. so decided to erm... yea read up some chemistry for less than half an hour and then initially wanted to read physics but forget it.. :D i'm very lazy. yea so hmmm i'm not expecting to score like last year especially in sciences and languages.. yea ok back to today. hmmm i went online since my internet is not sick anymore.ohya and i chatted to a 2e1 classmate i veryyyyyyyyy seriously long never talk to. yea he seemed to enjoy life in e4 bud still he prefers 2e1.. like duh o.O this year is damn shitty fully booked with homework and besides.....erm.. nah nothing. its ok -.- i forgot what i wanna say... erm yea congrats that he likes his class? lol cause NOT EVERYONE likes his or her new class now :D hahaha hopefully i can enjoy my life in e2 too cause no matter what i'm gonna be stuck with the same people for 2 years o.O but i m liking my class already. oh ya i blacklisted a guy name. his name is jekhui -.-' hais... no words to say already.. OHHHHHzzzz i'm getting sleepy but i have to endure and pesevere and make this post really long ^^ cause i wn't be posting again for some time .. ohhh yaaaaa ok. i'm so broke. TYS IS LIKE DAMN... nevermind.. if it guarantees me an A1 in subjects like PHYSICS, its ok :D oh ya its 11 alrd
sry i'm sleeping people. if u wan me to post again just tag me xD the post will be posted again when the demand is high enough xD

2008-01-08T03:50:00.000-08:00

HI PEOPLE :D i'm like online when i'm not supposed to . who cares?
okay, actually i'm allowed to go online anytime i want cause i've paid 40 bucks xD
and thats very good xD but dont worry, i'll still do my homework and be a nerd
to study or do assesment books. :D hahaha . please do understand that this is a pure
sarcasm just to spice up my damn dead boring blog.
things have been going on quite well and i THINK i know some of the 3e2 guys names..
like.. ermm the jack guy ?<- this is how may called him today. erm and shi yuan? LOLS
so pathetic, 2 weeks only knoe 2 people. :D oh ya and i have a very funny and crappy partner
whose name is Haiyin :D lols and of course dione and mel who joke alot with me.
hahahas. talking about dione, i remembered her "honey busthird" :D:D no offence ppl ..
oh. erm well, and i think that.. we have got all the fun fun teachers.. and of course
a very crappy yet chimmed form teacher.. Mr Cheong ..
well, lets take a look on this week. ermm, nothing much to say since its only tuesday.
but my management of money has really been very bad. T_T i'm left with like 10 more bucks only till the end of the week. SIGHS. and this week is rather a slack week to me xD
because you won't be seeing this post in the blog if this week is super busy, but afterall,
i cannot conclude anything since its only TUESDAY. but hope that tomorrow would be better xD
better = no homework. No homework means i have got nothing to do also T_T
okok i prefer got homework, but only maths homework please :D hahahas.
hmmmm anyway, i'm a bit pissed off with my new hostelmates and maids.. okok...
maybe i have no right to say... but they make damn alot of noise when i take naps..
so i never really properly take nap this year before..
which is damn T_T... argh. never mind, but at least i can sleep as early as 1030 xD
okaes peeps.. seeya xD

2008-01-04T05:21:00.000-08:00

HI EVERYONE! a happy belated new year to one and to all!
oh ye, i'm in upper sec! yea, as usual not that much different.
but i felt old, and seeing so many people sitting infront of me during
assembly time is just so strange. seeing guys in long pants (my batch) makes me
laugh, but afterall like doreen said some looked ok and like what james said
i'll be used to it after some time or later. LOL -.-
look at the bright side, hopefully those naughtier and childish ones
can mature by wearing long pants. -.- ok.
stop my crapically inaccurate theory.
well, today i sent mom back to indo.
felt abit dull lah, after for like almost a month being with her,
i suddenly got seperated from her for like 3 months -.-
ooh. ok shall update you with more news :D
oh basically, guiyan became the monitress of the year and frerry,
the deputy monitor.. he's quite a funny guy :D hahahahs.
one so serious one so funny.. a good couple xDDD kiddingggg
no offence people seriously i was like PURELY joking without any mean of
offending anyone on any side ;)
ohhh basicaly things have been going quite smoothly,despite the fact that
i have the habit of yawning not less than 3 times for each lesson.
guess i'm too tired.sec 3 is tiring, many things i needa think.
and seriously, i really hope to like SS. i mean, if i dislike a subject, i wouldn't
study it and it would be like same as when i was taking history in sec 2.
i dont like it thus i hardly pay attention and study. T_T
i hope ss would be different... get everything right at the start!
ok. urm, lets see. i feel there's some contradictory between what Mr Wong and Mr Goh
had said during physics.. -.- nevermind, my task here is just to score well in physics. :)
ohhh ya lets see, and then we've got SPA.. TT hope that the school gives us easy one
then can score almost fullmarks xDD
and everyone i've moved house! yea, incase some peeps don't know.
you could ask me because i won't be going around telling everyone that i've moved house
please use your initiative :D
hmm, frankly i feel that this year batch's of sec ones are quite naughty.
some of them played fools with school songs and not very good attires. lols
i sound so naggy :D of course i'm a SENIOR mah :D:D:D hahaha kidding.
its not like i would care to scold them :) i'm not anything important in the school...
ok. lets see, erm, yea i miss 2e107 peeps alot... well, we have recess gatherings in the
canteens sometimes when everyone has the same recess, but i feel that thats' not enough..
maybe we should go out and eat? :D but everyone is like busy now, with AMATHS :D
lols yea that subject's really tough and i hope it won't keep getting tougher orelse i would
see really bad grades in my report card :( but well, adapatation term is this term :)
i should just try my best..
anyway nothing much to share anymore.. i'll go online weekly this year
in one condition ( if i can finish my homework) cause homework and revisions are my
responsibility and scoring well is my goal :D yea who doesnt wish for that?
but good grades don't come without efforts?
OK peeps enough. seeya guys . miss you guys esp the 2e1ers ..
the best of luck for next week english diagnostic test.. -.-

2007-12-20T09:03:00.000-08:00

YO EVERYONE! ohhh.. don't tell me you are missing me.
OK i'm sorry peeps. i didn't post for like very long? yep.
i was damn busy in surabaya here. i have like erm ******* everyday.
okay i don't wanna say it out just guess cause its so paiseh lah -.-
then i go out and shop and family bonding with my mom and bro..
so thats why i was busy. erm basically i have many things to say but
i sorta forget what i wanted to say so maybe you all can ask me verbally and privately
and i havent done de feng the homework. yep congrats to me.
:D i have turned like super lazy.
anyway i'm going outta indonesia soon, but not to singapore :)
ahahahas. shall see you all next year :)
and and and and sorry my tagboard has prob.
erm i'm replying to you all :
YEAAAAAAA i miss you all & thanks for tagging.
oh ya ppl plz don't laugh if you see my braces next year.
if you laugh..fine $100 cause its damn funny so i'm sure you all will laugh
and i'll be rich :)

POSTINDO!

2007-12-04T02:56:00.000-08:00

yohooo!! peeps how have u been ? holidays should be great.
OH YA some pprob wit tagboard again, so curreently, i can't reply your tags :(
so sorry.but do continue to tag!
<3
indo was quite great. i go to arcade everyday.
lets see what i'm doing....
- always wake up at 10.33 am.
OK DAMN MY !@#$ BROTHER . he keep rushing me
cuz he wants me to go out with him buY food again
WALAOEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
seeya peeps!

another "long"post.

2007-11-18T07:52:00.000-08:00

ok. LONG?

o ok. cut long things short.
recently, many things change in me.

i have gain MUCH . and i started expanding in size.

which means, i may have to buy L sized clothes now.

OK whatever. hope that i will stop expanding once i reached

53 kg. Okayes. How to stop expanding if i keep eating junks and fattening stuff?

I never eat at home for like the whole week already.

all i ate. PIZZA, chicken wings, cheese fries, breads, chicken and rice.,

yoshinoya, mcds, and recently, lontong cah gomeh. ok.

don't ask me whats that, because i don't know either lah.

just eat and you'll find out.

ohhhs anyway, i forgot to tell you about the challet.
since it was like don't know, how many days ago, so.. basically.. hmm

chengwei and his team did a good job for persuading them to come :)

and i was quite touched upon knowing that they actually bought a whole set of BBQ meals

for Vegetarian, despite the fact that there is only one vegetarian in our class.

i mean, if i were the organizer, i think i will buy that vegetarian a seperate meal, like..

rice + some veggies and mushroom? so cool. they're so nice. :)

ohhh by the way, i just realized that many people wore black on that day ?

like... maybe because they wore class tee? ahahas.

oh anyway, the second day of the challet , we went out to movie.

initially , it was quite a large group of us, but many were not interested in

watching movie i guess? thus they went home.
in the end we watched gameplan. a funny movie.

and that super muscular and large guy reminds me of....... Ade Rai -.-
oh yea, the movie was fun ;)

okaes, lets move on, to another thing. erm, well, i'm moving out peeps.

so my address is no more the oleander towers bla bla bla.

{ of course i'm not revealing my full address lah. }
ohh, and my house's gonna be sold. =S ohh. all the best landlord :D

is that landlord? i m not sure what its called.

anyway not sure where i'm moving. maybe the condominium trellis.

OH GOSH. i really hope that i'm not moving there.

Bra-yan would be my new neighbour then. !@#$

oh, anyway, the good thing is = BBTEA SHOP nearby :D

and its nearer to school. only 1/2 bus stops away xD

oh ya. Merry early christmas people!

i have many christmas wishes , and i'm gonna list them down.

Some kind Santas, please make my wishes come true :))

1 ] New Laptop . Or computer also can lah. whatever brand, but not 2nd hand :D

Must : WINDOW VISTA . anyway, i also don't know what brand is good. but i need

it DESPERATELY.. my laptop is driving me nuts ok?

2 ] Hair cut. and new hairstyle. i wanna change my hairstyle.

i want fergie's hair. ok whatever, i think i like everything about her lorhs :)

her hair rocks :D:D but i wanna shorter version of her hair. and she has like so many

piercings !! :S i also want, but of course not allowed.

3 ] Contact lenses / Soft lenses. I don't want my specs. I'm bored of it.

i cannot put on eyeliner if i wear specs; orelse it would nt be visible. =(

oh ya if anyone wants to buy for me = my eyes degrees -350. and the other -375.

oh and no cylinders i guess :D

4 ] Necklaces. HELLO? i have only 1 necklace. i need one more xD

i like that necklace in TopSHop, but its out of stock. Its the one with crystal,

and some metal chains? not sure how to describe it. =(

5 ] New Sandals. My Sandals have holes! HOLLY!!!!

i need some new sandals. ok, i also want pumps :D
6 ] My $150 which is "CHEATED" ok. am i so mean?

ok that post has been EXPIRED. it was post on 18/11.

i purposely combine two posts so that it looked long xDD

ohh Gracia's leaving us. SAD lah.

this whole "paragraph" shall be dedicated to her.

Thanks for being a nice senior + lame senior.

At first when you came here, you were so quiet and i'm

like so scard of you. -.- i m just scared that my words would hurt you

because i hardly think before i say xDD

ohhhh but eversince you stead with........ everything turned different xD

oh well maybe you have suffered from a severe heartbreak or something bfore?

so its like.. a whole new page xD LOLS! anyway, thanks for being

a good senior :) will miss you. i hope that you'll visit S'pore often !

and and and do send me an invitation card to your wedding ah xDDD orelse

i won't invite you to mine. Yours should be already planned ah? mine not yet =)

LOLS! ok ok done. hope you all the best in your studies and with him xD

stay romantic <333333333333333333

lols. ok done xD now back to my life

OK last week ahh, chloe and kek yun went to eat at NYP in KHATIB

so damn far right? somemore i heard that they were from Plaza Sing.

WAHHHH lols, and they bring me back cheese fries (though its the "left over"-.-)

for me xDDD i felt happy to have frens like them! LOLNESS!

ok then after that went to the Heeren, as some RICH CHLOE :D

wants to buy a pair of sandals which costs like madness

lol. :D anyway i think the sandals are quite cute on chloe's tiny feet xDD

hmmmmmm.. lets see.. after what seemed like ages choosing her sandals,

she finally chose one! yellow and black one. BEE la.

ok then after that on saturday, flor, jess and I went to Plaza Sing. =)

Oh ya, i met Kek yun and Chloe there. They like plaza sing so much la,

kept going there; but then they said they got bored of Plaza Sing already so

I guessed you couldnt find them there anymore. <- this sentence is dedicated to

all Kek Yun and Chloe's numerous admirers =))

okkeeaaaaaaaa.. move on! this Tuesday, aka today :)

went with Chloe and Kekyun to Chloe's MANSION XD

ok. i took 28 from the interchange, then in the end i took too far :D

so i walked and met chloe on the way and then went to chloe's house.

:P ok. and then we went to watch Zatura at first, but due to some technical problem,

in the end we decided to change to IN her shoes, the one with Cameron Diaz i think.

OOOOOOO the beginning should have been CENSORED MANZ. i thought

that it was NC16 laa.. anyway, Charlotte, chloe's younger sis, came into the house

duriing that "obscene scene" 0.O okay. so chloe, being a good sister, provided her

"Sistr Guidance" throughout the movie. :D SG.

lols. anyway, due to some "technical problem" again, the movie sort of...

didn't run so smoothly, so everyone began to lose interest, thus we started to

play MONOPOLY (: whahahahahhaahahahahs.... so fun, can!!!!!

ok then we went to eat KFC. guess where? my house downstairs :)

LOLS, joking!!!! damn happy, my mom is coming tomorrow :D:D

i shall wait for her in Vivocity ! so long never come there and anyway,

i can also bring her to some shops and SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

holinesssssssssss. oh ya, i still need my 150$ yo! =X don't cheat my money.

NONONONO`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ok. bye!

2007-11-14T04:07:00.000-08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whats happening to me manzzzzz
stef, you mustn't cry xD

2007-11-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

just hope that my com will not restart itself, and internet connections don't disconnect by itself,
AT LEAST until i finished typing. hahs. Lols, just ask James, Chiayu, & Chloe. :D they sounded very pissed with this :D
hahahas. anyways, today was actually an OKAY day. -.- never mind, don't wanna elaborate more. ohh, urm, i found out that Jesslyn's updated her blog. so you should see? hahahs, :D
anyway, URMMMM, yeps. Class challet is coming soon, but sadly, i could just join them in BBQ, and i don't even know if i'm allowed to go to the Escape outing. =(( i wanna go..
but i'm afraid that ........ will scold me if i do.. :( awwwwwwww...... how?
oh yea, and peeps? would u wanna uniform our attire for the challet? so we looked more united or something? hahs, but i'm in no position to do anything bcause i'm not in the committee ;D
yea, anyway, the boys "gang" seemed to do well in organizing this whole thing, hahahs, especially when Chengwei/Yeok is the "lead" of the committe? LOLS! three cheers for all of them :D
ahahahs, oh my gawsh. 2 more weeks until my mom arrives here. PATHETICO. i'll be faithfully waiting then. or rather i would decompose at home. but anyway, i found out things to do alrd, such as "house chores" . yep. :D or maybe i should try Vanathy's way of living. ESE! eat sleep exercise xDD ohhh. peeps, anyone has any idea of what to buy for Vanathy & Sera's bday? please email me ASAP @ princesswarrior1@hotmail.com. :D cuz i dunno. :( I MUST GET THEM SOMETHING :D cuz they're one of my super bestieeeeessssssss. LOLS.
ohh, next year i'm going to the second klass. together with abigail (index. no.1 gal xD), candies, lisexy, guiyan (ohhhhhhhhhhh... the No.1 girl-.-),chengwei,chloe,kekyun, bryan, may, yiying? lols, sorry if i don't mention your name. :) OH YA I FORGET. i got into the same klass as the cow manzzz mooooooooo -.-

2007-11-03T08:50:00.000-07:00

heyya peeps. nowadays didnt blog much.
guess because i'm busy and besides my com starts to lag like some mad pigs.
so, i'm super sorry for not updating. yea, holidays, i'm busy?
well, :D yea some stuff . oh ya and i'm nt busy dating kkk !? :D
ok . these few days, my blood pressure really has gone up like mad.
thanks to SOME GUY.. ok, well, please let me vent out my 25% anger inside me,
since the 75% have been vent out :D thanks kek & chia yu & all thse who have emotionally support me = MY MOM :D:D:D
that bloody chicken guy.
he suckkkkkkksssssssss. ok he isnt from 2E1/ beatty. so yea, guys you can read on
without feeling anxious worried or stressed(?). LOLX
ok. firstly. stop being so damnnnnnnnnn fussy+ perfectionist can?
u expect everything to be perfect and go according to UR WAY? right.
yea if everyone has the same mindset as u its OK, but the earth is gonna die.
AND STOPPPPPP NAGGGGGIIIIIIIIINNNNGGGGG IN CHINESE.
YEA everyone noes that i dont speak chinese, so the mystery of a CHINESE like me
who passes chinese oral everyear without fail (ok lah except year 04), is still
UNREVEALED. and its BORDERLINE. so plzzzz understand and don't use CHIM CHINESE
on me or i'll just give u that kinda look . HAIYAH. and u talk to that guy who isnt a chinese, IN CHINESE. OMG. how inconsiderate. if u wan everyone to speak chinese, i think really, pigs will start to jump to Mars, cuz its TOO FAR MAN. hmm so does that mean that since i'm an indo chinese, i can start talking to everyone in INDO/MALAY and not considering if they're malay/chinese/indian/eurasian? ok if thats the case then i'll start talking to EVERYONE i see in MY language. sad for you who only speaks chinese. just buy a dictionary then.
damn it lah. my holls ruined like shit. i guess i'll have to start to open sec 3 books to study,
or go for some crazy trips to nowhere where its only ME and MYSELF and no one else.
i need time to adapt. :(

hais. really life without u is bad. :( i miss u.

2007-10-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

er. hi? yea. hahahas, i don't know why but nowadays i kept posting blogposts, but
saved them as drafts and deleted them -.- guess i was really bored :(
today i went for desperate-blogskin-hunting. and i found one quite nice one
related to... PIGS. but i did not use it. -,- yep.
i don't mind gaining weight these few days because, urm, SOMEHOW, i know
that i will be able to lose them again during this holls, especially this december! :D
arghhhhh... bored out of my skull again.
hmmmmm.. by the way today early in the morning my mom told me a super sad news.
yea i'm moving out! :(((((((((( arghhhhsssss. i dont want seperation again ...
my hostelmates have been so nice to me + they're the BEST!.
hiiiiiikkssss super saddening! :(
hmmmm, just pray to God that my gonna-be-hostelmates are as nice & friendly & approachable :)
yea.. urm.. lets see. these few days nothing much happened.
oh ya yesterday went out with CHLOEtanweiyi to Velocity@ Novena there :D
hmmmm.. afterall, velocity wasn't as interesting as when i first saw it?
yea, and then we went to the square two! hahahas, i know chloe was like saying in her heart,
" so many food, so little time ! " :D:D cause she has to rush to school after going novena.
ahahahhahas. then we walked around again and we went to united square. the kids' palace.
lols,from there i learnt that chloe is suffering baby blues =X she kept going in and out of kid's clothes shops -.-' and kept saying that theyr cute blahblahblah -,-v
aiyoh. =.= relax lah, in 10 years time you'll also be carrying ONE real one in your arms ^^
ok. at about 12.30, chloe left for school and i went to eat my damn lunch there :D
hahahahahas. okaes, tomorrow's gonna be exciting day i hope! going out with kek and chloe again :D:D urmmmms, yea, anyway countdown to 6th november: 7 more days which is EXACTLY 1 more damned week to go! wonder which class i would go.. i hope i could go 3E1 next year, because the "fengshui" of the sitting arrangement of the class is super good ^.^ but i don't think i would ever be inside there as 3E1 would either be a triple science klass/ combined scienc klass; while i'm opting for double science -.-" . saddedd! hahas , i should start to brush up on my LANGUAGES! yea. and stop thinking about the ugly past. yea! jiayou!!!! ^^

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2007-10-26T20:03:00.000-07:00

yea, sorry for the blog post's title. but who cares?
oh ya, my 2 sec2 friends outside my room are STUDYING.
believe it anot, its true! i can send you the video of them studying!
they started to study some trigonometrical crap for next year lurh :(
OMG. i feel so lazy here;
but well, sadly, i can't start studying now because i don't even know if i'm like
accepted in AMATHSclass next yer :D yea, another reason not to study too soon ;P
oh ya yesterday was the last day of school , and many people cried :'(
people whom i thought would never cry for this kinda matters, actually cried,
so its super sad! :( i DID cry . haiiiisssss. again.. i promised not to cry, but
PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN XDXDXD
.. so basically yesterday was the last day i am with my 2E1 frens as a WHOLE
and yesterday was the last day i step into C206 klassroom to have lessons. ;(
yesterday was the last day May shouted "PEOPLE GO TO ASSEMBLY NOW"
to the 2E1 klass. :( super saddening! and yesterday was the last day ... we're togther :(((
snifffeeeeeessssssss. :( ok. edited this post again cuz whenever i see thiis post i'll be like so TT

2007-10-25T06:01:00.000-07:00

hoo-. today was one of the last few days for school.
so sad lurh, :(
oh ya, today i played the whole day, but when Wang Laoshi came,
she said things which really made me wanna cry :( but i didnt! ^^
ah, i hoped that she could teach me Chinese again,
then i can get A1 for Chinese "O" level ^^ LOLS!
oohhh, Lord, please let her be MY chinese teacher again next year~
uh, then lets see whatelse... erm, yea, so my TREASURER position has
officially been erm.. demoted? well, something like that.
well, the feeling is super "holy" when i gave Miss Siti the klass fund,
but the holy rays disappeared upon hearing Ms Siti said .. something =.-'
...
okay, so after that CHLOE, KEK and I went out to Bugis Junction.
hmm, we went through MANY struggles to go there.
firstly, we went the wrong way to reach BRADDELL MRT, so basically,
half of our energy was DRAINED by that; and on our journey, we met jy and zx.
yea, our journey became more tirinng after meeting them,because kek said that
zx was holding cup noodle in his hands, and she kept saying that its very nice and she liked that bluh bluh bluh. wahhhh, like that chloe and i grew hungrier lorh TT
hm,secondly, upon reaching the mrt station, we were like talking2 chatting2 and bluh bluh bluh, thus WE MISSED THE DESTINATED STOP : CITY HALL ! arghhs.
thirdly, as we missed city hall station, we stopped at raffles place mrt station. There was a direct line to reach bugis from raffles place (i think lurh,) but we took the wrong train! hence we reached tanjong pagar, and kek and chloe didnt even realize till i tapped their shoulders. =.="
yea, then in the end REACHED ^^ sucha holy journey.
we reached BUGIS JUNCTION
ahahahs, so fun lurhs, and as we were super hungry, we were like asking everyone: WHERE IS LONG JOHN SILVER?
hahahas, at first i was just suggesting them to eat LJS cause i was BROKE, and in
LJS, we could actually fill our tummy without burning a hole in our pockets. -.-V
hahah, then in the end we really ate there, because CHLOE was so desperate to eat there .
hehehes, after eating we look through the shops in Bugis Junction.
^^ then we went to bugis street, the super crowded "market" full of teenage clothes ..
oya then after that we went to PLAZA SING. so pro right, two places at one go?
yea we had super good stamina.. LOLS, oya i visited couple lab again ^^ its so nice lorh. :D
hahahas. oya, gottago now !
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2007-10-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

hey peeps. actually i didn't feel like blogging. but, umm, for some reasons i needa
vent out my anger or rather disappointment.

ok. fyi, i dont even know why i'm feeling like this :(
well, all the mood are all inside me, so basically.. urmm.. i'm sort of neutralized bah?
well, i'm ANGRY becuz of.. erm, well.. OK, i'm not angry? so sorry about that TT
i'm rather disappointed bcuz of some ppl's results..
its like hope of getting into the same klass as them just shattered.esp..
i'm happy because of my EMS rank, shalln't elaborate more.
i'm sad for no reason. ? yea, i felt weird now seriously.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i just wanna shout my lungs out.
i really felt like there are some things bottled up in me which may just
explode and i'll just cry my heart out one day; but i promised not to cry anymore TT
well, i dunno though. i don't even know whats the things inside me.
i just felt super..... well, i don't know. CONFUSED
:( 2 more full sch days bfore its over :(
ppl , i needa ask : SHOULD I CONTINUE ANOT?

:D

2007-10-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

hi peeps of young and old :) i'm back.
well, some news to share with you guys,
ermmm.. eversince i got back my laptop, the msn was SO PROBLEMATIC.
i tried to sign in LIKE THOUSAND TIMES, but ... it just be signed in.
I really cant stand it!! HMMPPPPHHHSS. :( but i signed in through ebuddy though,
but only like an hour, cause i'm not used to web messenger. =(
if you people miss me to much, you can call my hp :D
if you don't know, so sad.
Awwww, super sad thing is just that next year is gonna be like super T.T , all different klassmates, well maybe not:D i know LIsa is taking the same combination with me :D YEAH.
Well, Overall, my results are quite OK . My target is reached, cause i was targetting on 6 distinctions (urm, of course with all those CRAPPY subjex like art etc), and B for EL. its really God's miracle. Really, its like "just do your best and surrender the rest to God" >.<
Oh, erm wait, i wanna say something i really despised to say, because saying that really spoil the whole "happy" atmosphere in this post, or rather NEUTRALIZE the mood bah? well, i saw something today. hmmm, actually quite an OK thing to me, is just some attempt to flirt observed, but the victim (who is to be "flirted") doesnt respond. :( awww so sad uhh, flirter ( the predator. ok it sounded WRONG TT) sry. WELL, i'm happy the victim didnt respond though. =pPpP three cheers. <33333333>
HEHEHE. oya, anyway, i want to congratulate SOME people, or ok lurh,EVERYONE for completing their sec 2 educations :D esp to.... some people, really improved alot. Congratulations! To "O" levels seniors : ALL THE BEST PEEPS :D U ALL CAN DO IT!

2007-10-21T05:10:00.000-07:00

Greetings to you peeps!
Well, due to many people's complaints on my post which is titled " Words of my own",
i have removed it, considering that this is a PUBLIC blog, so shall not offend anyone,
and shall not reveal too many things here :D

Good news peeps. I'm posting using my own laptop, as my laptop is repaired,
due to some errors in the power dip, thus i'm BROKE. well, i know the " i'm BROKE"
sentence was uneccessary to add, but well, who knows some kind soul might treat me
a drink or two in the canteen? Geeee.. who knowss? :D

Hmmm, today went out with Agnes to take my laptop, nothing much,
but basically the highlights of the day :
1. Almond puddings ARE NICE :D
2. My laptop IS HEAVY and BULKY :(
3. Bugis' MRT and ROADS to bugis junction are DAMN CROWDED :X
4. The paper PRATA in bugis IS NICE :D
5. i only spent $5 today xP

YAYZ. shall sleep soon :P